His Emerald Eyes. | e.jeager

Chaper 3: love, lust, burn

"I'm standing in the ashes of who I used to be"
- anonymous

warning: in this chapter, there will be mentions of mild sexual assault & mentions of suicide.

read at your own risk

reminder;
time references are so past experiences are ( -o- ) & changes of the scene are ( ~o~ )

~o~

the ambulance sirens blare, blood dripping down my nose - sight blurred, the sound muffled

my eyes darted around the vehicle, as I was connected to a drip in the ambulance. 2 female nurses asking me questions as the light blared in my face not understanding a word they said, a ringing in my ears being dominant.

one of the nurses shouted as id lie there my eyes squinted as she'd speak her tone clear.

"Y/n? Y/n!"
she'd say her eyes locked on mine as she'd spot me open my eyes.

"My name is Nurse P. ill be looking after you, I see you got into a car accident, we are taking you to the hospital now. I'd advise you not to sleep just in case of head trauma & or any bleeding."

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erens pov:

the officer I ended up punching to grab y/n was my brother - Zeke - meaning I had some sort of way to get me out of trouble. I wasn't thinking rationally at the time all that was on my mind was y/n; like a lovesick puppy whos been left alone for too long - a lust for her.

I'd be sat in the police car waiting for zekes arrival
my leg bouncing anxiously as I sat.

"Eren."

A blonde older man would get into the car, a serious look on his face his eye bruised.

"Zeke. 

Eren would respond, he'd have no respect for his older brother, because well just because he is his brother and what happened with the affair he found out about.

"Look, eren... im being extremely reasonable with you here buddy; I don't want you getting jail time for assaulting an officer but you most likely need to head up to the station for the night."

Zeke would say his tone assertive but also in an older brother caring way; he didn't want Eren to get time for this and he'd probably get bailed out anyway because he was minted.

"okay? when can I go see y/n?"

he'd say as he'd fidget with the silver rings on his fingers - his heart felt like it was pounding in his head, all he could remember seeing was the blood dripping from her car and how she wasn't responding -
fuck.. she could be dead for god's sake.
what if she's gone & or she didn't make it shit, shit, shit...

"Well, all I've heard is that the cops would like you to go to the cell, so we can do what we're gonna do with you till then I don't think you can see your misses till then."

Zeke would say, his eyes locked on erens as he'd speak his radio in his thick fingers, as id look down at it pressing the PTT button;

"Officer D. Pixis, Zeke here; we are escorting eren yeager over to you now - holding him in custody for a few hours to go over what we're gonna do about him."

Erens eyes would dart around the police car; realising the situation he was actually in his leg bounced realising the girl he just watched get into a car accident is in hospital he didn't know what he felt burning up inside him, all he knew is that he felt when every bone moved ever so slightly or when he felt the blood move threw his veins pulsing threw his brain.