23/5/22
5:06pm
When I'm dying, I'll take you with me,
If I can't have you, no one else should.
I'll end your life before you start it together with someone who isn't me.
I want to be the only one who can hurt you,
Make you mad, make you fear,
Make you smile, make you cry
Make you moan, make you frown,
All your emotions, the negatives-
Gotta be the "only" one you'd feel 'em for,
"mine"
My priced possession.
A part of me would always be with you,
Residing in your emotions,
(Fear? Dread? Hate? Lust-)
Bad memories, since I won't give you the good ones-
Give you all your traumas-
And healings if you desire-
I always get what I want,
And I want you, so I'll have you-
I swear it.
Like a pet who needs an owner,
I'll lead you.
I'll be your god, your savior, your deity,
Only one you can worship, call on, cry to, side ways cross, only I can save you from myself,
Make it impossible for you to live without me-
I'll be the air you breathe.
Light fires with wax from your ears,
Kindle its flames and watch you bleed to death, even as you blow out fire from 'your' candles.
Make a wish.
Take your corpse, embalm it,
Put kids inside of you, even though they'll never grow, I'll put them inside of you,
Proving my point of never loving anyone else,
No one,
I want to be the only one you'd ever know,
You're two inches shorter than me,
Six feet deep you should've been buried,
But I'll keep you alive,
I'll keep your mortal body alive with me,
Though your soul might be gone,
I'll keep your flesh from decaying,
My cute trophy girl,
Hang your body on the rack made with the skeletons of my "playthings"-
Create an altar with the other parts from their broken bones,
Worship you in front of it,
I'm gonna paint a portrait of you,
and have it placed in the living room,
Cause I'll keep you alive even in death.
~💜Ronnie.
