the two boys i fell in love with // m.s (2023)

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Chris's POV:
Matt had started the camera, and I immediately burped. They all bursted into laughter.
"Chris Omg!" Olivia exclaimed.
"What Olivia?" I say. I was only being nice to her for the camera, because if I were to act how I usually do I knew the fans wouldn't take that lightly. I have reasons why I don't like Olivia. Which it's not the time to state them.

Olivia's POV:
"So today we're going to be going through drive-through's, and getting what ever the person got in-front of us." Matt says chuckling at Chris that's just randomly dancing in the passenger seat after taking a sip of his Pepsi.
"This was a trend awhile ago but I don't give two fucks." Nick examined.
"We also switched seats, and I still don't give two fucks." Nick added and smiled.
"Ok Nick you can shut up now." I say as everyone laughs but Chris. Chris usually doesn't laugh at what I say showing that he still deeply hates me.
The first stop is McDonald's.

We had Matt tell the worker that we wanted what the person in-front of us got. I could tell he was nervous, well since Matt has anxiety it can get nerve racking when talking to others. I placed my hand on his. Which was on the gear lever. He shoots me a smile in return. Butterflies hit my stomach, but why? I've never like Matt the way I do Chris. I've always seen him as a close friend. I leave the eye contact and remove my hand as the worker started talking.

"Hello my name's Amber what can I get for you?" Amber had asked.
"Can we get whatever the person in-front of us got?" Matt spat out acting as calm as possible, but I knew he was screaming on the instead.
"That will be $26.99 at the next window!" Amber said, and we drove up. Matt took deep breaths refocusing on where he was. I paused the camera so Matt can have a few seconds. Once he was done taking his breaths for about a minute and a half, I unpaused the camera.
"Thank you." Matt smiles at the girl who I'm guessing was Amber, as she gave us the food.
"Ofc it was my pleasure!" She returned the smile, and I felt some sort of weird feeling in my stomach. No, I can't like Matt I can't be jealous. I only have eyes for Chris, and let's keep it that way. I say to myself not knowing of anything around me. Til Matt brought me back to reality
"Hey, Olivia. You good?" Matt seemed genuinely concerned, and I just gave him a sweet smile showing I was fine.
"Yeah, yeah. I'm ok. Thank you though." Matt nods in reply and continues to the next stop.

I can't believe I just blanked out. Chris was probably seeing different to what it actually was. I looked back at him to see any sort of reaction. Nothing. Just a blank stare out the window.
I wonder what he's think in this moment of time. I furrow my eyebrows while thinking of the multiple emotions surrounding in Chris's mind.
We parked and Matt had handed out the 3 sandwiches that the people in-front of us had gotten.
"What about yourself?" I questioned. Looking at Matt.
"Oh it's ok, I'll just eat something at the next stop. Matt has always been a light hearted person. Putting others before himself, so I wasn't surprised when he had given everyone else food but not himself.

"So how is it?" Matt asked curiously.
"Good!" I say after just swallowing a fry. I handed Matt a fry, but he refused it politely by shaking his head. Matt has never turned down a fry before? I brushed it off continuing to eat the medium sized fry.
"Wow, Matthew turning down a fry?" Nick says surprised.
"Never seen that before." Chris chuckles throwing a few fries in his mouth.
"I'm just not that hungry." Matt replied. I can tell something's up but I chose to ignore it.

It's been about 20 minutes and we're about to go through the last drive-through. Which was diary queen, hoping we would get ice cream of some sort.
"Can I please get whatever the person got in-front of me." I say reaching over Matt a little.
"Yes, of course. You got 4 Oreo blizzards. Just head up to the next window and I'll tell you the total!" The lady said as we drive slowly to the next window.

"Hey Matt?" I could see Chris's head pop up after saying Matt's name. Safe to say Chris seems intrigued by this conversation.
"I um... are you ok?" I eventually spit out after stuttering.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Why?" Matt kinda seemed concerned, but I don't have a clue as to why.
"Well, you've been off this whole car ride."
"And so have you." Chris pitches in nonchalantly. I roll my eyes thinking of what to say.
"No I have not." I stated.
"Oh so staring into Matt's eyes, and spaced out as he stared at you isn't acting weird?
"What do you mean?" I ask looking back at him.
"Cut the bullshit!" Chris started to yell.
"What bullshit?!" I started yelling as well.
"Don't act dumb Olivia. You like Matt, and you promised Nick you wouldn't date any of us. Seems you already broke that god damn rule doesn't it? Well that's ok because while you're sucking faces with Matthew, I'll be laughing in your face seeing how fucking stupid you are to fall into the trap. I knew your dad didn't want you from the start it was obvious you, were just too oblivious from falling in love with Matt. Yet you still wonder why I hate you." Chris immediately leaves the car, and I had started bailing. Who knew Chris could be so mean.

I left the car with Matt and Nick in there completely confused. After I laid in bed for a bit I had gotten a text from Matt.
'Come over I need to talk to you.' I read the text and got ready. I dreaded going over there. Especially knowing that I might see Chris. I grabbed my keys and headed out to the triplets house.