A/N
QOTC
If they had a dinner party what do you think they would bring?
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I turn the key to my apartment door and enter the room.
Some of the things that were laying on the table have been moved around. Like someone has been touching them. It couldnt be my landlord or my boss, right?
"Missed me?" A sneaky voice says. I remeber who this voice belongs to loud and clear. Everything inside me knew it was him. It had to be.
I turn the lights on and see him. Ash collin hart. In my apartment looking like he owns the place.
He is sitting man spreading and his arms over both the lengths of the chair. Looking at me like he is posing for a painting.
The familiar rush floats back to me and all the emotions i had lost came back stronger then a storm. I dont know if i should be happy or sad or mad or confused. All i know is that he is here right now.
The face i was searching for, no the face i was longing for is infront of me. The brown eyes of his stare back at me and the brown hair is the same color as i remebered it.
All the details of his face came back to me and i tried my best to take them all in. So i wont forget them even at the darkest times in my life.
I store all the small details in a special place so i can look a them when i need him.
If im throughly honest with myself. I would admit that i dont want him to go. I would admit that he is the one that could ask me about anything no matter how crazy, i would do it aslong as he would stay by my side.
I wish i didnt want him. Maybe in a other life where we had normal lives and were allowed to be together, we would.
Im so sure that in other conditions we would hold eachother without a doubt creeping in from the back of our minds.
His smirk is wider then normally and he looks so amused with himself. "You shouldve seen your face it looks like you seen a ghost. I like the appertment though" he says and starts laughing loudly echooing the sound around the room filling the void that i had.
"How did you even get in here?" I ask him and he shrugs his shoulders. "A little bit of magic" he says and makes a pizazz hand movement.
"Your boss said you need to find someone to have fun with, right? Thats what im here for" He says while i put my backbag down and my jacket and cap on the coat rack.
"I guess so" i say thinking back to the texts he send me a few hours ago when i told him i dont need anyone and im happy where i am right now. At most i would adopt a goldfish and let it be at that. I need to learn to be alone. I can be alone. I am better of like that.
"How many eyes do you have on me at the company. Barely anyone knows where i am" i say.
I wish i got the awsner to that but he never reveals who is working for him and no matter how hard i try they stay hidden.
Theyre good too, usually those type of people break easily or slip up a tiny bit. But not the guy thats working for him.
"I've got a lot of eyes at that place.... but yours is my favorite. So dont be jealous" he says with a huge smile. "Im not jealous" i say clearing my voice and walk to the kitchen to get some water.
He's so casual about seeing eachother again after what i said. After i told him to stay away so many times.
Its so unsettling that he is acting so normal. Its like whatever i do or say to him he will just go back to me acting like it never happend.
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Case 420 /finished BxB/
ActionI never considered the possibility of saying it outloud to him. To tell him the words i wouldn't even dare wisper to him. The way his eyes are focused on me watching me ever so carefully makes me want to tell him everything that's going on in my min...
