Case 420 /finished BxB/

18. when the night falls

A/N

QOTC

if you wrote your own book who would you fancast for it?

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The rest of the day was quiet. Not a word was said between us. Not a single glance i could steal from him.

It was like i was never there. His hands never intertwined with mine and i didnt feel the touch of him that whole day.

The air around us changed and became more stuffy. The air felt like it was choking me and the way his cold gaze scanned the street made the whole day different then i thought it was going to be.

I didnt say anything and neither did he. We walked for hours. Way to long. My feet became sour and my legs started to hurt.

All i wanted to do was just lay down or sit down but we didnt. We kept walking along the tilted houses and the cannels watching the boats flow through them.

I didnt say a word to him but i sat down on the concrete. 6 whole hours of walking with no stopping. He stops to look at me but he doesnt sit down.

He just stares at me the way he used to. No emotions no nothing.

"Im tired" i say and i pat the ground for him to sit down but he doesnt respond. "Ash" i say hoping to hear his voice. Nothing.

He just looks at me for the first time in 6 hours. He is absent minded and i could tell his mind is wandering everywhere but here.

"Is everything okay?" I ask him knowing it isnt. Knowing that something is up with him. He looks at the street across from us and watched a woman walk past.

"I was just thinking" he says quietly almost letting his voice drawn out through the wind. "About what?" I ask him.

"The past" he says and puts his focus on me. I knew what he ment with it. I always try to deny the past we have. I always try to deny that everything that happend to him was because of me. Because of my own blood.

I shake my head to myself trying to get the thought to go away. The thoughts kept hindering my mind and i brush my hands over my shaved head.

Ash finally sits next to me and looks at my hair, well more the lack of hair. "Why did you cut it?" He asks me trying to keep his mind distracted.

"You said you liked it long... so i changed it" i say with a teasing grin trying to force live into this conversation. Not a single emotions is shown on his and he stares back into the distance.

We went back to the small apartment soon after. The walk to there was shorter then i thought it would be because we were walking in different circles the whole time.

The air is hot suffocating the whole room. The light flows in just enough to see. We skipped dinner and the night creeped closer to us.

I fell asleep not long after i took a shower. Ash followed after me and wore the same clothes i had given him the night before.

He fell asleep soon after me and we both drived off. The day was so tiring but quiet. The temperature started to drop down from the hot summer day we had.

Thankfully in amsterdam it isnt always a hot day and usually raining so with any luck tomorrow will be fine.

I had woken up multiple times through out the night and felt exhausted. My phone shows the time to me. 3:46am. I groan silently.

I forgot to take take my melentonin with me and didnt have any luck with finding some here.

I go to the bathroom and get a glass of water and splash some water over my face. My eyes are a bloodshut red and i look like i havent slept in ages.