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mami stace
November 21, 2019 AT 6:12 PM
You're home na, Lexi?
hi mami staceee
yess home na ako
Wala kayo practice ngayon?
waleyy postponed ngayon kasi busy ung instructor namin
why you napachat
Nothing much. You look off kanina sa school, eh.
Actually di lang kanina. Mula pa nung Tuesday.
Are you okay?
yes mamiii
alam kong sasabihin mo na i might be lying kasi i always say i'm fine when i'm not but i'm tryingg
it's just
boy problems na i shouldn't even waste my time on
Is this Niko?
who else pa mami sksksks
You know you can rant to us?
I may not be active that much sa gc, pero here sa dm you can freely drop a message.
i knooow
but it's something i can handle naman
he just burst out last Monday during practice
hindi niya nagustuhan ung ginawa nung partner ko sa step na kailangan talagang hawakan yung likod ko
idk what's with him
Selos. Men are simple.
exactly mami stace, i feel like he was jealous
pero bakit siya magseselos?
ano bang tingin niya sakin?
naiinis lang ako kasi
ang gulo niya
ang gulo ko
ang gulo namin
in the end, walang nangyayari AHAHHAHAA
well, not that i'm hoping na something will happen pero it's nice not to have this chaotic feeling in my chest you know
like for once, everything would be clear
ewan ko mami AHHAHAHA
di naman na kami nagpapansinan ewan ko ba diyan sa kanya bahala siya
di naman ako yung may kasalanan
I noticed. Dinaanan ka lang kanina.
Pero did you notice?
alin mami?
The moment you two passed by each other, Niko turned his back to look at you. Napansin niya lang na tinitingnan ko siya kaya lumingon siya uli pabalik.
he did?
Yup. And the look on his face was unexplainable. Pero the closest word was longing.
It looked like he wanted to talk to you.
if he wants to then he should drop this act and come talk to me
balak niya bang paabutin to hanggang debut ajskajkassk
But how about you? What do you feel now na hindi kayo nagpapansinan?
Be honest.
ih
See? Kaya ka naguguluhan kasi you're not trying to acknowledge what you're feeling.
i just
siguro
naging tahimik paligid ko nung hindi niya ako pinapansin
and silence was supposed to be peaceful pero these past few days, it's not peaceful at all ://
i hate this hays
it's weird nga eh
how can he be noisy and talkative but everything feels calm
and this silence we have now feels chaotic
he just
he makes me feel at peace
especially sa mga moments na gulong gulo isip ko
when it comes to the steps i'm having a hard time getting
nandyan siya para turuan ako
when it comes to acads at hindi ko alam gagawin ko
when i'm starting to feel insecure with my performance at school
nandyan siya para tulungan ako
para iklaro sakin
para sabihin yung tatlong words na tumatak na sakin
mahihirapan, matututo, masasanay
idk anymore mami hays
kaya sana
this chaos in our hearts would be clear
and i want him to make my heart be at peace
kaya sabihin niya na kung anong nararamdaman niya sakin
You know you have your answer by what you said, Lex?
i know
mami stace
i think i'm starting to truly like niko
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