- jealousy - | TOKIO HOTEL |

- the interveiw -

we walk into the interveiw place still wasted as fuck . and bill looks severly concerned. we sit down and i gaze off into the crowd. tom nudges my shoulder, " keep it together im as wasted as you are if not even more." 

the interveiwer mentions last night and says some pictures got leaked. on the board behind him four pictures of me and tom show up , one at the bar drinking , one making out , one of us wasted on the floor and one of when i gashed my knee. the interveiwer asks " are the two of you official or what? " tom replies " maybe soon we will be " and winks at me.

the interveiwer asks the last question and said its meant for me. i look towards him with a nervous feeling. " we recently found out you cut contact with your biological parents, why is that? i go quiet. i dont like talking about my parents too much, bill notices my face and knows i dont feel comfortable " she doesnt want to awnser that for privacy reasons." 

" well she can tell me that herself hey y / n..?" i look at him. i couldnt say it, and i breakdown and run off the set. tom stands up and almost punched the interveiwer in the face." dont fucking talk to her like that EVER again. " the whole band exits the stage and bill throws a magazine he was holding at the interveiwers face. 

georg and gustav went to do autographs while tom and bill came to look for me

 they comforted me and took me back to the hotel. i didnt think the audience wanted to hear about my abusive mother and nonexistent father anyways..

to cheer me up tom and bill made me pancakes, my favorite! i was still pretty upset but i felt a little better. i went to sleep pretty early as we had a concert tomorrow early. tom and bill talked on the small couch opposite the bed.

bill and tom were the only ones that knew about my parents since ive been staying with them since i was about 10. 

they talked for hours until bill decided he felt tired and went to his room , tom then gets changed and goes to bed aswell.