- jealousy - | TOKIO HOTEL |

- why are you mad? -

i wake up to yelling coming from bills room next to me, its only tom and bill i hear until gustav comes into my room.  " can you tell them two to shut up? " he asks me .  " why are they even yelling? " , " tom found out what you told bill . "  wait what?  what did i tell bill? i think until i remember telling bill my plan on how to break stacy and tom apart.. but why would bill say anything?

i get dressed and rush into the room. the yelling stops for a second. ..  " WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT Y / N? BREAK ME AND STACY UP? "  shit. everything is over now.  " bill i thought i could trust you. " i say and walk out and grab my stuff.  " y / n please dont go i can explain! " bill says. " a videographer leaked a video of us. " 

i stand there in complete shock. tom hates me now and theres nothing i can do. i left the hotel and decided to call a taxi to take me to the concert earlier. bill decided to follow me , and tom georg and gustav got ready.

" dont worry " y / n . he wont be mad at you forever i promise." i didnt think that would ever be true. we get there and start rehearsing final day and dont jump. they were my two favorite songs we were performing. 

an hour later the other 3 boys get here, i was nervous but i had to deal. we rehearsed for a couple hours then went to do autographs. all the guys waiting for me made tom upset, it made me upset aswell but i had to deal. one guy pulled on my shirt as i was signing his poster. he pulled his hand up my shirt and i screamed. tom turned around and pulled me off the guy.

" thankyou. " i say , maybe tom isnt upset with me after all? " dont talk to me." he says back. that idea is over.

we get introduced and we run on stage and our starting song was ready set go. i was nervous for my solo part in scream but that was near the end so i had time. 

all the songs went amazing and next is scream! i have a massive solo part and i had to nail it. as my solo was coming up tom starts stumming his guitar much louder than he was suppose to. the crowd would barley even hear me. why would he do such a thing? we finish the concert and walk off to the bus tom georg and gustav came in.