Diary of a gay teenager [muke] (Italian Translation)

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Caro diario,

"I'm kicking the curb cause you never heardthe words that you needed so bad.And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you the place that you needed to have i'm so sad, saaad." [-Sad; Maroon 5]

"Taking every breath away with all of the mistakes I've made, from all the letters that I've saved, this is everything I didn't say. I wish I could've made you stay, and I'm the only one to blame, i know hat it's a little too late, this is everything I didn't say." [-Everything I Didn't Say; 5sos]

"Stay for tonight, if you want to, i can show you, what my dreams are made of, as I'm dreaming of your face. I've been away for a long time, such a long time and I miss you there. I can't imagine being anywhere else, i can't imagine being anywhere else but here." [-If i'm James Dean, you're Audrey Hepburn; Sleeping With Sirens]

"I can't remember the last time I saw your face, i feel so lonely without the crowded space, you left with me without direction. I've gone from place to place, trying to bring you back, i've walked for days and days,'cause I can't face the fact, that nothing is better than you, i'm coming because I need to find you, iIs anybody there who can rescue, somebody like me?'Cause I'm just waiting, for somebody like you, somebody like you, 'cause without you I'm a lost boy, without you I'm a lost boy, come find me I'm a lost boy, 'cause without you I'm a lost boy.I can't remember the last time I heard your voice, i've sat in silence living in a world of thought, 'cause you were perfection." [-Lost Boy; 5sos]

"I'm feeling right now i wish you were here with me, cause right now, everything's new to me. You know I can't fight the feeling, and every night I'm feeling it. Right now i wish you were here with me." [-Right Now; One Direction]

"My hands, your hands tide up like two ships, drifting, weightless,waves try to break it, i'd do anything to save it. Why is it so hard to say it? My heart, your heart sit tight like book ends, pages between us written with no end. So many words we're not saying. Don't wanna wait till it's gone, you make me strong. I'm sorry if I say, i need you. But I don't care, I'm not scared of love. Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker, is that so wrong? Is it so wrong?" [-Strong; One Direction]

"One day you'll come into my world and say it all, you say we'll be together even when you're lost, one day you'll say these words i thought but never said, you say we're better off together in our bed,i want you here with me like how I pictured it, so I don't have to keep imagining. Come on, jump out at me, come on, bring everything, is it too much to ask for something great? The script was written and I could not change a thing, i want to rip it all to shreds and start again. One day I'll come into your world and get it right, i'll say we're better off together here tonight." [-Something Great; One Direction]

"Don't panic, no, not yet, i know I'm the one you want to forget. Cue all the love to leave my heart, it's time for me to fall apart, now you're gone, but I'll be okay. Your hot whiskey eyes have fanned the flames, maybe I'll burn a little brighter tonight, let the fire breathe me back to life.Baby, you were my picket fence, i miss missing you, now and then, chlorine kissed, summer skin, I miss missing you, now and then.Sometimes before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger, the person that you'd take a bullet for, is behind the trigger, oh, we're fading fast,I'll miss missing you, now and then." [-Miss Missing You; Fall Out Boy.]

"Cause you break me, you numb me, you still seem to stun me.This pain has outrun me. You are all I have left." [You Break Me; Ed Sheeran]

"But you really need to listen to me, because I'm telling you the truth, i mean this, I'm okay trust me. I'm not okay, i'm not okay, well, i'm not okay, i'm not o-fucking-kay. I'm not okay, i'm not okay." [I'm Not Okay; My chemical Romance]

"Oh Love, oh love, won't you rain on me tonight? Oh life, oh life, please don't pass me by. Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop when the red lights flash. Oh ride, free ride, won't you take me close to you. Far away, far away, waste away tonight, i'm wearing my heart on a noose.Far away, far away, waste away tonight, tonight my heart's on the loose." [Oh Love; Green Day]

"Don't you see me now? I think I'm falling, I'm falling for you, don't you need me? I, I think I'm falling, I'm falling for you, and on this night and in this light, i think I'm falling, I'm falling for you. Maybe you'll change your mind, i think I'm falling, i think i'm falling." [Falling For You; The 1975]

"Sunshine, there ain't a thing that you can do that's gonna ruin my night. This dizzy dreamer and her bleeding little blue boy. Licking your fingers like you're done and, You've decide there is so much more than me. And baby, honestly it's harder breathing next to you, I shake. I brought a gun in as the preacher tried to stop me. Hold my heart, it's beating for you anyway. What if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat, i'll be the fire that'll catch you. What's so good about picking up the pieces? None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole. Nobody prays for the heartless,nobody gives another penny for the selfish. You're learning how to taste what you kill now. Don't mind me, I'm just reaching for your necklace.Talking to my mom about this little boy from Sidney." [Caraphenelia; Pierce The Veil] [ovviamente il finale è stato cambiato per farlo combaciare con Michael e la storia]

questa è una delle molte note che luke mi ha lasciato nell'armadietto le due settimane passate.

lo rende così fottutamente difficile.

vorrei solo che smettesse.

vorrei smettere di amarlo.

vorrei che smettesse di amarmi.

potresti smettere di amarmi fino alla morte, lukey?

non voglio più il tuo amore.

-mikey