The Love For One (Kankuro X Reader)

The Talk

Y/N point 

I just wanted to go home now. I didn't want to complete anything. I knew I was better off alone. I should have stayed in my cabin and not take Kakashi and Itachi's deal. I hate how I feel so heart broken now. I guess nothing can be done about it. I knew it would ended badly but he didn't have to throw that in my face at all.  I sighed as I flopped onto the bed. Tomorrow isn't going to be to much fun for me. I was hurt but I was angry as well. Deep down I knew this was my fault. I shouldn't have listen to Kiba at all Kankuro has never done anything to hurt me.... Well me personally. I just laid there for an hour before I heard sound in the other room. The door to the room I was staying in flew open and stood very pissed off Kiba. "If I knew that sucmbag forced himself on you I wouldn't have gone after him." Kiba said but in a gentle voice but his face showed all his emotions. "How come you never told us about it." Hinata asked as she sat on the bed. I rolled to my side to face the wall I didn't want to talk but knew they wouldn't leave it at that. "Cause I'm weak." I said monotone. Silence took over the room I heavyed a sigh and said, "Can I sleep for now I'll help with the food once I get up. Then when its time to decorate I will go as well.". "Let her sleep. Tomorrow will be a long day, we all should sleep." Shino said as he grabbed Kiba from the room. 

I lied there staring at the wall for a good hour. "You know you are not weak. You just didn't want to hurt someone you care for." Hinata said as she yawned. I soon heard her soft breathing telling me she has fallen asleep. I continued to stare at the walk for another two hours. I slowly dragged myself from the bed and climbed out the window to the roof. I watched the stars wondering what I should do next. I felt a presence behind me. "Gaara, I know you are there." I said without moving my eyes from the sky. "I know you knew." He responded as he sat down with his back to mine and his gourd next to him. We fell in a comfortable silence. After a while Gaara said "My brother is stupid sometimes and says things he doesn't mean. I know for a fact he regrets it very  much and I can bet you said somethings that you didn't mean too and want to take back.". "The only part I feel a little bit bad for was questioning his love for me, but everything else I don't. Its hard for me to deal with my emotions unless I face them. Him throwing stuff in my face was a little low for him. We might be over from this and if Emiko goal was to get rid of me then she might have won that but never his heart." I said as I stood up. "I need to start cooking. I'll see you in the morning." I said my goodbyes and as I walked away all I could feel was Gaara eyes on my back. 

I cooked all night and half the morning before the others began to wake. "You should have woke one of us to help you." Shino said as he came into the small kitchen that was filled with food that I have already cooked. I couldn't sleep so I just started on it so you guys could get some rest." I responded as I finished off the meats. "Wow that is everything isn't it?" Kiba asked as he walked into the small kitchen. "Sure is." I said as I washed my hands. "We should get this.." Shino was saying but was interrupted by knocks on the hotel room door. I felt his presence but I didn't want to talk to him, but I knew I was a great distraction for him so everyone can get the party all ready for him. The knocks continued as I wrote something on a paper. It said 'I'll take him out for a while you guys get the food and décor up. Shino send a bug when everything is ready.'. I walked over to the door and opened it to see Kankuro there. "Oh hey.." before he could get anything more out I just dragged him away from the door and soon out of the hotel. 

Kankuro point

I walked into the hotel they were staying at just so I could talk to Y/N if she wants to. I could smell someone cooking and it smelt great. I wonder who is cooking. I soon made it to their door began to knock. I knew they were up because I could hear them talking before I knocked. No one answered seemed to not move either. I sighed and knocked again. I heard shuffling by the door and it swung open reviling Y/N. Her hair seemed to be a mess and she had some dark circles under her eyes. "Oh hey..' Was all I could get out before I was being dragged out of the building. Is she just going to throe me out of this hotel. The bright sun took over my eye once we reached outside but she seemed to not stop dragging me and continued for a long time before she came to a halt. She sat down on the edge of the cliff. I looked around and noticed I haven't been here since I was a small child. "How this place has changed." I said as I looked around some more. Her small figure came into view and I remembered why I went to see her in the first place. "Y/N, please hear me out and then I'll hear you out so we can get to the bottom of this." I said hoping I could see her (E/C) eyes. All she did was pat the ground next to her she didn't say anything or even look back. Have I truely lost her?

Y/N point 

After I stopped at the cliff I sat at the very edge. This should be far enough so everyone could get everything done and moved. "How this place has changed." He said as she looked around the area. "Y/N, please hear me out and then I'll hear you out so we can get to the bottom of this. His words rang out over the cliff side. I just patted the ground next to me waiting for him to take a seat. He soon sat and began specking "I never truly meant to hurt you. I just didn't understand why you would do that when I told you to do it in my room. I was so confused and hurt that you did that. Yet again you are right on how you don't know how these things work. Relationship. I shouldn't have lost my head when all you were trying to do was confirm what you needed to confirm. I wish you didn't do it in front of everyone." He paused and let the wind pass us for a couple minutes. "I'm sorry for bring up the Sasuke thing too. That was a low blow." He apologized. I let his words sink in and I didn't say anything for a while. "Y/N?" he said with desperation in his voice. I sighed and began talking "The only reason I wanted to confirm it was because Kiba put that thought in my head, and he had a good point too. How is this going to work if we are at two different villages. You have obligations here and I don't think the leave would let me leave in peace. They think the caught the great Thief and that is not something they want to lose. If you already think that any guy could take advantage of me then its right there that you don't trust me enough to see through other men advancements to me. Even after my team has told you that I threw Naruto out a window for him even trying to to close to me, and how you see me react to Daisuke. The only person I have shown these many feeling too is you. I don't know how relationships work so that is why I have so many people trying to help me figure stuff out. Sasuke has his own personal feelings in the way but everyone else wants to see me happy. For once in my life I was happy and I loved the feeling. Yes, I'm hurt. I just will do what I always do when I get feelings I shut them off. Its has always worked for me in the past." I said and Kankuro just sat there and listened. I saw him get angry and then concerned and then his eyes showed sadness in them. "What is done is done. We can't change that. At the end of the day you are a Suna Shinobi and I'm a Leaf Shinobi. Our paths will always be twisted together but I... " I was cut off when Kankuro shouted "I don't want this to be over!". His voiced echoed off the walls from the dunes below. 

"I don't want to end it either but if we are going to go through this over and over again I just can't keep getting hurt." I said as I turned facing him. "I don't want to be hurt anymore." I said more loudly then before. "Then lets continue to try to make this work." He said with urgence in his voice. "How?" I asked. How will we? I am forever going to be stuck in the Leaf and he is always going to be here in Suna.  "We can make this work." he said after a couple minutes of silence. "I love you Kankuro." I said it. I had small tear streaming down my face as I smiled at him after saying that. "You don't have to say it back. I just wanted you to know that." I smiled at him as he took time to process what I said to him. "As long as you are in Suna. I want to spend every day with you till you have to go back. When I have my off days I'll come see you in the leaf." I stopped him for talking as I stole his lips in a deep loving kiss. I know these next couple weeks I am here is going to be great but when we head back home I'll end it. Maybe when we are older we will meet again and we can start to try again, but right now isn't a great time. He pulled away first to catch his breath and he smiled. 'We are going to make this work! I promise." He said as he pulled me into him and kissed me passionately. We sat there most of the day just enjoying each other company. I soon fell asleep on Kankuro since I haven't slept at all last night. 

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