The Love For One (Kankuro X Reader)

My First Time

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Lemon 

Kankuro point 

I let her go regretting holding her like that and said "Fine, you are free to go.". She sat there for a minute I heard her pop her back. "I never did anything. you have my heart and always will. I haven't been the same since then." She said looking at me. "That was all on you that you, that you made yourself that way." I responded knowing she wanted to ask me the same question. "I know." She said as she just stood  there. I sighed before I answered her "No, I didn't wait for you.". I looked into her eyes as I said that, and for some reason I saw glass shatter an break within those deep (E/C) eyes of hers. I knew this would crush her but she did say that we weren't together so why would it matter. She didn't say anything she just turned and walked out the door to my room. I didn't want to hurt her but she made that bed for herself. 

Y/N point

I felt numb. I didn't feel anything. Was I really just done at this point? Will I be able to move on? Or will I get over this? Many different thought ran through my head as I made my way to the Kazekage office to let Gaara know I was leaving now. I was just weaving through the people in the hallways and knocked on the door to his office. "Come in." I heard from the other side. As I walked in I saw Gaara behind the desk and Tamari in the corner next to it. "I'm heading out now. Thanks for the rest but I'll be going now." I said as I stood in front of the desk and bowed. "He told you didn't he?" Gaara said as I went to turn to leave. I just nodded my head. My eye were screaming in pain to let the tears roll but I was holding them in. "You know you did this to yourself right." Tamari voice sounded in the silence that grew. "I didn't expect him to wait. I didn't expect him to want to take me back in the first place. Now can I be on my way home?" I said as staired emotionless in Tamari eyes. I saw her get s shiver down her spine. "Yes, I think the leaf might have a new mission for you when you get there." Gaara said as he motioned for me to leave. 

I was walking towards the entrance to leave when I heard a voice call out to me. "Y/N, is that really you?" Jirou asked as he came into my view as two other followed him. "Jirou its been a while hasn't it." I said as I stopped. "Wow what happened to you?" Daisuke voice sounds out behind him. "What do you mean?" I asked. "Being all monotoned and emotionless?" Daisuke asked. "I have always been like this. You just met me in a time of where I wasn't. This is normal me." I said back to him. Emiko came into view after that and I saw a small little stomach. Is that Kankuro's? "Oh hey (Y/N) long time, how have you been?" She asked with a little grin on her face. "I've been fine. It was nice to see all you guys but I really need to leave." I said as I went to jump off. "Its not his, its mine." Daisuke said as he read the thoughts in my head. "Who? I don't know what you are talking about?" I said as I tried my hardest not to cry in that time. I just want to forget now, all those feeling I want gone. "Oh now you don't know who I am that's hurtful." Kankuro voice rang over all of us. I looked at Jirou not wanting to look at the other two as my eye pleaded to help me. "I'll show you where it is at just follow me." He spoke as he grabbed my hand and pulled me away from them. We turned down so many streets and walk ways till he pulled me down an aisleway and away from the crowed. I held my head and crouched down. "So he told you?" Jirou asked after a while of sitting there. I nodded. "They only did it once, like two years ago." He said and my heart just broke at that. "I don't want to hear any more about it." I said as all the sadness in my heart came out in that sentence. "I just want to go home. I want to forget. I wish I never knew what these feeling even were. I wish I never left my hut." I said as I let the tears fall from my eyes. Jirou just stood there watching the crowed pass by but I knew Kankuro was on one of the roofs across the way watching and heard what I said.After about 20 minutes I stood up and began heading towards the main gates again. I didn't stop to Jirou calling after me. I was done and ready to be home. I was almost to the gate when Kankuro dropped in front of me and stopped me in my tracks. "It really was only once." he said. I no longer was getting upset with this I was get angry about it. "Okay.' I said as I walked around him. "Lets talk about it." Kankuro said as he grabbed my arm. "Talk about what?" I asked as I turned towards him. I gave him a look on to continue. "Well isn't this to open?" He asked as he looked around. "Well everyone knows about it why keep it a secret then." I said with a little anger lacing my voice. I just want to leave and go home but everyone keeps stopping me. "There is no need to get so angry." He said and I just had enough.