Soul Tied ☆ (tom kaulitz)

should i stay or should i go?

"as much as i'd love to stay bill wont stop messaging me and calling me so i have to go and explain everything to him.y/n here's my number so please message or call me later ive missed you meine liebe" tom says as he plants a subtle kiss on your forehead before he walks towards your door and as he's about to walk out he looks over his shoulder at you and gives you a playful wink to which you felt your cheeks burn up and giggled.

you look down at your phone after he left *1:46am*

you look down at the piece of paper with toms number on it and let out a big grin , this is all you've wanted for years and you genuinely believe him.

you go down the hallway and into your bathroom you slide out of your clothes and into the cold shower.

you're not even focusing on the shower at this point youre thinking about tom and all of the worst case scenarios you could possibly think of.

you think of the way he hurt you , how he treat you, how he cheated on you.

FLASHBACK

it's been a long day at school so you head over to the apartment youre parents had rented for you and tom to stay in as you're mum just had a baby and there wasn't enough space for you , tom and lillia and tom had no choice but to stay with you due to his home life being extremely rough all of his life , bill would come over most days after school and crash on the sofa so he could get away from the house we were all planning on bill moving in with us as it was a 2 bed apt but the spare room was like a mini-studio where me and tom would go to think of new riffs or lyrics for bill.

that was until:

you walk in through the door and as you get in you hear moaning.

you were just with bill so you know for a fact it isn't him and one of the girls from their most recent concert.

you listen in closer and you can just hear toms name being moaned.

you slam your keys on the kitchen island as you walk in as there was a doorway then into the kitchen that is conjoined with the living room.

"I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD TOM YOU ABSOLUTE MANWHORE." you scream as you run over

he doesn't even get a moment to realise what's going on, next thing he knows the girl he was fucking is now been dragged off him and smashed of the coffee table as y/n is beating the living shit out of her until her knuckles bleed and tom has to drag her away because she wasn't listening to him shouting her to stop.

"TOM IF YOU DONT GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME YOU KNOW DAMN WELL YOU WILL END UP IN HOSPITAL YOURSELF!"y/n exclaims.

he lets go of her rapidly.

"GET THE FUCK OUT NOW YOU SLUT!" she screams as the girl is crawling her way to the door. once she hears the door shut behind her she looks at tom not even crying but full of anger , she was furious.

"listen y/n im sorry i don't know what to say to you can you please listen to m-" tom pleads

"LISTEN TO YOU? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?! you've just been FUCKING  a girl in OUR apartment whilst i was at school wondering where the fuck you were! and I HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU? that's not how it's gonna go but you know how it is gonna go? im gonna pack my shit and leave.you can keep this apartment i dont want to be reminded of you in every aspect of it. we are done for good tom dont ever try and talk to me again!" she says as she only just starts to cry

he wraps his arms around hers so she can't get away to try and get her to calm down and listen.

"GET OFF ME YOU BASTARD" y/n screams.

he lets go whilst she's hitting his chest calling him all sorts of names. he stands there emotionless letting her because he knows he has truly fucked up this time and there is no going back. he has no choice but to let her leave having no idea where she is going.

she leaves without one word and not looking at him once.

END OF FLASHBACK

she's now crying in the shower having no idea what the fuck to do with herself. she knows that she's only gonna be disappointing her parents and bestfriend in Kaunas but there's not much she can do anymore she's back caught up in this mess which she loves so much. but its not like they care enough to check up on her anyways , since she's moved away her parents haven't bothered to come visit and as for Daniela her so called bestfriend . not one call not one message.

she gets out of the shower and does her skin care getting into bed just before 2:30am.

tom's pov

i honestly cannot fathom my luck right now. its still unreal to believe.

hes driving home to the band house where they all live together.

as he parks up he glances over at the window to see bill run up to the door and down the driveway.

"TOM why haven't you answered any of our calls we've been worried sick about you!"

just then gustav and georg run out screaming "OH MY GOD BILL LOOK AT THIS TOM WAS WITH Y/N!"

as they show him the article i can't help but grin to myself and as i'm in this trance bill drags me by my arm into our house

"SOOOO cmon then tell us everything dont be shy now" bill says

he can't help but blush and put his head back covering his face smiling.

they all laugh at him.

"i had no other choice but to go and see her i needed to make everything right after that night i saw her on the balcony, we spoke things out she just needs time to rebuild that trust but im gonna prove to her im not a playboy anymore i want her and these 2 years have proved that on and we also kissed" tom says whilst all the boys are staring at him smiling.

"we're so happy for you tom but you really do need to try and be careful you can't hurt her again it wasn't good for either of you were just glad you're okay and you sorted things out with her all we want is for you to be happy" georg says as the others nod.

"i love you guys" tom says as they go into a group hug.

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writers note
thank u sm for all the reads ily🤗💗
next part will be up later today!!
its about to get intense and maybe even slightly sad?????

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