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the boys start scattering back to their rooms saying goodnight to you, leaving only you and tom.

"i have to go home and pack up my stuff but make sure you're awake and ready to leave by 7:30 il get my driver to come pick you up on the way" you say to tom standing up and holding his hand bringing him up and walking up to the door.

"you're not going home alone. ive told the boys that. im coming home with you" he says as he kisses your forehead and you smile.

you both leave and get into your car to drive back to your apartment.

"have you packed?" you say to him as you gasp.

"it's all sorted i did it all when you and bill were plaiting georg's hair." he says whilst his eyes start to droop from being tired.

you smile at him "you're cute when you're tired" you say as he wraps his arms around your arm cuddling into it as you're driving.

you finally get back to your apartment and set an alarm for 6am.

you had to drag tom into your apt by his arms because he refused to wake up.

you walk in and turn the lights on to see a big bouquet of lilac tulips on your kitchen island.

"did you?" you look at tom and he looks nothing but confused.

"no?, wait there's a note" he says as he walks up.

'cant wait to work with you, partner'-greta

"ugh great exactly what i needed , how tf did she even get these in here anyways." you say scared.

you turn the note around

'greta told me to deliver these as a gift to calm your nerves'-raul

"okay that makes me feel better" you say letting out a sigh.

you and tom go up to your room and you give him a change of his own clothes because he always gives you them when he's not there as a part of him being with you always.

you get some underwear and a towel as you're about to go shower and you look over at your bed to see tom dozing off.

you get into the shower and let the cold water hit your body as you think about everything that's happened as a sudden feeling of a violent
fear hits your gut.

you have no idea what it could be, or what it will be.

you get out of the shower and brush your teeth as you feel a pair of arms snake around your half naked body.

you giggle looking at him through the mirror as he places his chin on your shoulder digging his face into your neck.

you feel okay again.

you brush your teeth together and he gets toothpaste all over his lower face.

you help him clean up and you walk back to your room.

you put on a pale pink silk pj dress with white lace details:

you put on a pale pink silk pj dress with white lace details:

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you get into bed and lay next to tom.

he looks up at you not saying a word to you but just looking into your eyes he smiles and moves your hair out of your face. "you're beautiful yk that?"

FLASHBACK

"you're beautiful yk that?"

END OF FLASHBACK

you smile to yourself as them words were the initiation of your relationship in the first place.

you smile at him and kiss him.

"you honestly are im just so glad we're okay again i have missed you so so much y/n you don't understand. i still wake up everyday scared that i'm gonna fuck it up again because i cant help but be back in love with you. i know we've only been back together for a day but my love for you never went away" he says as he's admiring every inch of your face.

you can't help but feel smitten towards him. you smile at him "nothing can get between us this time tom i promise you , i wont let anything ruin us again. and im back in love with you too" you say to him as you put your hand on his face and he kisses your forehead. "as much as i'd love to keep looking at your beautiful face we have places to be tomorrow" you say as you start to turn around.

"not so fast" he says as he wraps his arm around your waist to turn you around and he kisses your forehead like he always used to. you just grin at him as you turn around to go to sleep. he puts his arm around your waist and pulls you close.

*RING RING RING*

you slightly open your eyes to check the time and it's 6:30. you look over to see tom isn't in bed anymore.

you get up worrying . what if he only did that last night because he was gonna leave. what if something bad happened. you think to yourself.

you walk into the main part of your apartment and dont see him but you see toast with jam and fruit on the kitchen island and feel a breeze coming in from the balcony. you see tom sat down on one of the chairs staring off into space smoking.

you go and sit down next to him taking the cig out of his hand and into your mouth.

"goodmorning beautiful" he says as he leans forward to kiss you.

"goodmorning to you to" you say as you kiss him.

"so how are you feeling about today?" he says holding your hand.

"honestly i'm scared to be face to face with that bitch , not because i'm scared of her because we all know im not but because i dont want her to grasp onto you." you say as you put the cigarette out.

"she wont i wont let her" she says giving your hand a reassuring squeeze.

you both feed each other the breakfast he made for you both making a mess because he can't keep food in his mouth apparently.

you go into your room after wards as he's going to shower and pack your stuff together.

it's around 7:20 now and youre driver is here to pick you up and take you to the boys.

you get in as tom is putting your bags in the boot.

he gets in and sits next to you putting his hand on your thigh giving you a kiss on the forehead you smile and turn your head to look out the window.

shortly after you arrive at the house and message bill to tell him you're here.

they immediately make their way out and you can just hear bill singing

"ITS RAINING MENNNN ALLELIUJIA ITSSS RAININGGG MENNN AIMENNN"

you and tom look at each other and burst out laughing as the driver puts their bags in the boot and they all get in. bill sitting next to you and wrapping both his arms around you for a hug.

you hug him back whilst struggling to breathe because of how hard his hold is on you. "jesus someone woke up happy today didnt you bill" you say laughing whilst georg and gustav look like they're gonna fall back asleep any second and as tom is laughing at bill as he sticks his tongue out.

"stole your bitch tom" he says whilst putting his middle finger up at tom.

"let's not get ahead of ourselves bill boy shes mine" he says as he grabs your legs and puts them on him causing you to now be laid diagonal on both the boys.

"hello?! i cant breathe" you say as you take your shoe off throwing it at georg and gustav to wake them up "will one of you help me these two lunatics are making me want to punch them both?!"

they all laugh at you leaving you in that position.

you decide to take the opportunity and fall asleep.

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