Soul Tied ☆ (tom kaulitz)

breakdown.

as you're in the car with bill you start to calm down as your laid on his shoulder as hes playing with your hair.

"what made him react like that? i didnt do anything bad yes i was looking at the interviewer in a different way but it's not like i want him bill. i want tom. everybody knows that and he had no right to react like that over something so small." you say starting to sit up.

"this is why. look." bill says as he's handing you his phone.

its photos of the interviewer gripping your waist and running his fingers down ur waist whilst grinning at you.

"you're fucking joking? how the fuck did he get them" you say as you feel like you're about to scream.

bill looks over at you tilting is head.

"greta wasnt it? ARGH THE FUCKING WHORE IM GONNA ACTUALLY KILL HER. when we get back to the hotel tom has no choice but to speak to me even after what he did i need to explain to him" you say as you feel your blood boiling.

"he's had a minute georg said he went up to the balcony bit so he will probably still be there just try and go talk to him he might be calmer now." bill says as you're getting out of the car.

"thanks bill ich liebe dich" you say as you squeeze him into a hug and run to the balcony.

you make it and you see tom gazing off smoking , from the side of his face it looks like he'd been crying.

you grab a chair and go sit next to him.

he looks over from the side of his eye over to you and starts getting up.

"tom please stay let me explain." he ignores you.

"TOM-" you say as you grab his arm and he pushes your hold off him.

"what the fuck is there to explain? you want him go fuck him for all i care y/n!" he says as he looks disgusted.

"it's not even like that tom! nothing even happened yes he grabbed my waist and asked me to go out with him and not tell you but i slapped him and said i love you. not him tom. YOU. I LOVE YOU. and if i didnt i would've went with him but im here trying to save whatever's left of us even though you hurt me , yet again because I LOVE YOU." you say helplessly as you slam your body down onto a chair and start to sob.

tom turns around and kneels down to you and hugs you whilst you cry.

he holds your chin and moves your face up moving the hair out of your face as its all messed up and stuck because of the tears.

"im sorry. i dont even know what the fuck got into me. if i could go back i wouldnt have ever laid a hand on you meine liebe. i wouldnt have touched that tramp either. you deserve so much better than me im so fucking sorry i love you so much." tom says as he starts to cry.

you're both holding each other as you cry in each others arms.

"i love you" you both say in unison.

"i deserve you tom , i want you , i love you, youre all i want. we can do this. we did this before and we will do it again even if it means we get into awful fights like this. i cant do it without you." you say as you pull away and cup his face.

he kisses you slowly.

"should we go back to everyone once we've washed our faces we look ill" you say as you wipe his tears and giggle.

"yes for sure , we don't talk about me crying to them tho" he says as he laughs.

"oh i'm so telling them" you say as you jump up and start running shouting bill.

tom chases after you up until you get to bills door. you're banging on the door for a good 2 seconds screaming bill before all of the boys come out of his room.

"jesus fucking christ you scared me i thought tom was gonna kill you." bill says as he's holding his chest.

he looks over at toms puffy red face.

"oh my god tom have you been crying." bill says "come here you two awh i love you both" he says as he pulls you both in for a hug telling georg and gustav to get in aswell.

"ew i can smell the tears go have a shower you pair of dirty people" georg says.

you shoot him a confused look. "says the one who showers once every 2 months georg listing" you say as you laugh grabbing toms arm heading into your room to go shower.

you still have plans for tonight and you're leaving in an hour so you and tom decide to shower together to save time. nothing sexual just pure love. he washes you and you wash him. he gets shampoo in his eye making you laugh at him as you wash it out.

you both get out and he has a towel wrapped around his head and one around his waist. he sits down on a chair , legs crossed sat like a diva. you laugh at him and take a photo and send it to bill.

tom furrows his brows as he runs over to you tackling you onto the bed playfully. both your towels drop from the speed. he's laid on top of you naked and you are too. yet again nothing sexual happens just two people in love plus you only just made up so its gonna take you some time to trust him not to hurt you mentally and physically again.

he goes into kiss you and his towel flops forward on his face making him pull a face and giggle. you kiss and then decide it's time to get ready because you have to leave in 35 minutes.

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writers note 🤗
SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG MATHS GCSES ARE FUCKING STRESSFUL BRO.

also i do apologise if this is not what u expected but PLS GIVE RECOMMENDATIONS IM RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS AND THAT WILL MAKE ME GO INTO WRITERS BLOCK🫶🏼