Return Me In Your Arms. (Ranrinsan) (Possibly Be Continued)

1; Sunset( edited)

Sanzu's POV:

I went into Mikey's office with a small smile creeping into my face, looking at him though i know i am at the wrong for braking the promise i shouldn't, im at the path were im choosing to end it.

"Boss"

I opened my mouth as i started to talk, which air stuck in my throat as if i had been talking under the deep blue ocean where I'd drown

"I have to say something."

Seeing how he didn't pay any mind, i was in a choke hold. if i would continue to leave it be, would this be right? if it wasn't, i wouldn't be doing this. Right?

"Im.. leaving boten-"

I spoke, maybe too soon. The moment those words left my mouth, it felt like a heavy rock had been placed in my shoulder. i felt guilt.

"Why?"

He asked, by the manner of his voice i could tell he was finally taking this seriously, for short this is the first serious talk i had given him after a while of us being in this criminal organisation.

"Y'know that...i only followed you because of shin, right?"

The atmosphere began to change, saying that the name would make the situation worse. i know that, i wasn't there to see, but i know what would happen if i say that word. It would be luck to make me get out of here alive.

"Shin.."

His voice full of venom, any normal person would have shit their pant right there, and now, but i held on for i couldn't tell what he was thinking, i need to know and get out that the only way and only thing i want. It's just a fresh start.. please

"Im sorry, mikey..."

I said before letting go and headed to the door and was ready to open it i hesitate for a second but i had to do so before things get out of hand, i truly am sorry for this but i cant keep doing this anymore, it has been bothering me for a year or three now, i cant even count the years that is suffocating me all the time in this place.

Walking toward the entrance that would lead me to my freedom, the entrance that's connected to the exit is right there but again one has to ruin it two words, Haitani Brothers or the dumbasses in my life.

"Oh hey~ sanzu~"

The older haitani called out but im in no mood to be his little entertainment, i am in a hurry to which if i can i would just pull out a gun and shoot a bullet right at their head especially YOU ran.

"That's a bit of a rude sanzu~"

He said i didn't care.. i didn't give a
Single shit about what he said. Once i walked outside, i could feel the wind hitting my skin, the cool breeze I've been wanting for so long, finally. I walked for a while before getting into my car, i started the engine and headed to the hotel i specifically chose it was a long drive but i manage, as i drove to the place i cant get my mind off of what just happened...i felt relief but at the same time guilt... i betrayed someone's trust again. To this point, i should've just stayed a loner back then and not accepted the treatment mucho gave me.

"Ahh, we are here, finally."

I told myself i was shouting in my mind for a while . For a minute or two, i opened the car door and gotten out before slamming it back, walking away and leaving. i walked into the hotel and got the keys i needed.. i walked into the room, locked the door, and sat on the bed. i noticed that tears started forming in my eyes. i laughed at myself, wiping it off..

"I never thought it would come to this -.... Neh- mucho.. please tell me i made the right choice. "

I begged for an answer, the night was lonely, cold would be an underrated thing to say, i stared at the window looking at the dusk, i stood up and took my phone out i looked at some pictures of me and the other members of boten aswell as the memories of my comrades back at the time where problems where so little, i could've wished to enjoy it but i only manage to sulk at that time.

Tears started to form, looking like a mini version of rain drops if it fell from the sky, tears swelled, the cars ecoed. You might as well get hit by it, and it will not be assasinated at this point.

I cried my heart out that night, remembering the moment we all had.. the fun, the care, the small details i could rememberand want ... I hope i made the right choice this time...

"This time, I'll stay away. Maybe if i do, nothing will happen.."

I said before drifting to sleep as the moon shines bright the cold breeze outside as well as the birds sings and chirp if only peace can be kept...i knew reality was Cruel .. i never thought it could be this cruel. It felt humiliating to be sad over pointless things, yet here i am sulking like a loner on the empty street of tokyo only im at a hotel.

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Small info:

This chapters name is Sunset. As you could see, i edited it for that. Why?
Because he left boten, the sun leaves the sky to shine in other countries, and the night takes place, which would also mean the end of the day, that means the end of his journey with boten. Would he return? Possibly? Possibly not. This is an uncontinued story, so let your imaginations go wild as i am here to only edit the mistakes i made hack then. Maybe make it longer and finish it? Who knows.
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