5; im unbothered

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Sanzu's pov:

It's now or never i told myself....why do i have to experience this...i felt the urge to throw up like seriously- it felt like my whole body is going numb as well as my eyes getting heavier but that's not the point! I ran out of my sleeping pills!! I sigh before going to the sofa and sitting there....i sigh before closing my eyes

"....why did i leave again?"

I asked myself before opening my eyes, something inside me felt relief... I don't know if it was being exhausted or is it just me? I walked out of the house and headed to the store

I just idk anymore, it felt like something is missing something... something i know I've seen but couldn't bring myself to know or remember it... Soon I reached the store and just bought what i needed and went home, i wasn't really looking forward to communicate at the moment i went straight to my bedroom and took the pills i don't know how many i took probably 2/6 maybe i don't know... Soon i felt dizzy as my sight became more blurry and everything turned black

Ran's POV:;

"I wonder what he's doing"

I said looking at my phone as i was laying on the couch in me and rin's room

*White rose:

9:30pm

"Sanzu?"
"Are you there?"
"Are you awake?"

I looked at my phone before letting out a sigh as i put it in my pocket and went out to get some fresh air...

"Why aren't you answering sanzu?"

I mumbled I didn't even realize that rin was beside me

"What do you mean "why arent you answering"?"

He looked at me with curiosity...i sigh and ended up telling him the whole situation i could tell he was still trying to process it so i just gave him some time, after a while of awkward silence between 'us" we decided to make a group chat with only me and him and afcourse sanzu if y'know y'know ←⁠(⁠*⁠꒪⁠ヮ⁠꒪⁠*⁠)

With sanzu:

Dream:

"Hello is anyone here?"

I said before looking back and seeing a small light in the distance me being a curious little sh!t ofcourse ill go there....but

"Oi! Why do you think that your allowed to leave?"

That voice! I thought before quickly turning around why is he here? Where did he come from? He asked himself, he began to walk towards me as i began to panick

"S stay STAY BACK!"

i said as i looked at him scared aswell as pure rage leaving my body

"Why do you think you could TALK to me like that?? Huh?"

He said before i could react it turned black.....

End of the "dream"

I woke up to see that i was sweating i also felt tears streaming down my cheeks

"Oh.."

I said before looking around...this feeling just wont leave me wont it? I asked myself soon i felt my phone vibrating so i turned around facing my phone on

"Group chat?"

I asked before logging in my messenger and checking ran's message with a reply of

"I fell asleep, what do you need?"

Group chat-

Sanzu has went online

"Who is this?"

Rindou haitani has went online

" Oh hey sanzu"

He said i just looked at my phone in shock of how he got the number when only one know's but wh-

"Ran you littl-

At the group chat:

Ran Haitani has went online

Ran:
oh hey guys

Rin:
Hi aniki

Sanzu:
Mind explaining, Ran haitani?

Rin:
....
Aniki?

Ran:
Uhm...

Sanzu:
Im waiting .

Ran:
First please explain why?

Rin:
Second couse why not?

Sanzu:
What do you mean why not??
Ran haitani....im losing my patients here

Ran:
Ok hit a wrong nerve there...
Did i wake you up?

Sanzu:
What else?.....

Rin:
This is your fault ran

Ran:
HUH???
WHY ME!?

Rin:
I mean you woke him up →⁠_⁠→

Ran:
Huh??

Sanzu:
Isa pa, papaliparin ko ispada sayo..
[One more time, and im gonna throw a sword at you..]

Rin:
Huh?
What??

Ran:
Idk im gonna put it in translation..
Meh im too lazy

Rin:
Bruh...

Sanzu:
Now what?

Rin:
IDK

Ran:
Aww, now sanzu explain....

Sanzu:
This conversation again?

Rin:
Yes.

Ran:
^

Sanzu:
Its none of you guys business

Ran:
Please sanzu?

Rin:
Atleast give us some clue, y'know.

Sanzu:
Contract, conversation, letter,

Ran:
And?

Sanzu:
There nothing else

Rin:
Im sure there is still though

Sanzu:
.....
Figure it out yourselves

Ran:
Rude...

Rin:
Ok

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Late post im sorry
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T.b.c

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