Return Me In Your Arms. (Ranrinsan) (Possibly Be Continued)

10; i don't want this

Sanzu's POV:

After a few minutes i started to calm down with both of them by my side i sat there in silence as they asked me what happened.

"I, i need to use the bathroom"

I mumbled, they nodded as i walked towards the bathroom

No one's POV:

Ran and rin nodded as they watched Sanzu walk towards the bathroom

"We'll be downstairs if you need anything"

Ran said as they walked outside his room the other members were down stairs talking to each other not knowing what happened just a few minutes ago

With sanzu he looks at himself in the bathroom mirror with disgust as tears started to roll down again

"I'm disgusting.... I'm, sorry- I can't fight back."

He mumbled looking at himself at the mirror before punching it causing the glass to break and blood dripped down.

He laid his head and back on the locked door as he continued to cry harder each passing second.

Kakochou's POV:

I saw the two haitani walking down stairs seemed like something important just happened which cought are eye

"What happened?"

I asked, they just sat there sighing looking down the floor

"Oi what happened?"

Takeomi asked in a serious tone rindou opened his mouth but no words came out which i started to get worried then he talked

"We... We heard sanzu yell something idk who or what"

He said as we listened closely before he continued

"When we got there he didn't seem to be in his right mind, he was on the verge of tears at the moment.... Ran tapped his shoulders to ask what was happening before we knew it he suddenly attacked ran with a knife in front of him but he dodged it, gladly..."

That left us in shock as i looked at ran, he seemed to have a lot in mind right now.

Mikey's POV:

I was shocked, i mean who wouldn't be?

"Is that all?"

I asked as he nodded, i knew it was serious but why wasn't he telling us? Is it that serious that he can't even bring himself to tell us? I asked myself.

"I'll check on him."

I said, as i got up and started to walk upstairs to sanzu's room. They just nodded or said alright,ok, sure. I opened the door to his room and it seemed quiet, awfully quiet.

I looked around his room before i heard muffled cries in the bathroom, i started to walk towards it, as i walked towards the bathroom the crying stopped, i guess he noticed.

"Sanzu?"

I asked as i knocked looking at the bathroom door which i was standing infront

"What?"

He asked stuttering, this wasn't normal i thought, ofcourse it wasn't... It was silent for a while before he opened the door wiping the tear's that was still in his eyes

"What?"

He asked again i just looked at him he seemed to be crying for maybe minutes now, i looked at his hand as it caught my attention, blood.

"What happened here?"

I asked, he just looked away not wanting to say anything else.

"Hey it's fine, you can trust me"

I said quitly, he took his gaze off the door then to me

"How can you look at me like that?"

He asked which made me confused

"What do you mean?"

I asked, tears started to form in his eyes again....

"How? Without even the slightest disgust.."

He asked this is making me confused even more, he walked towards the small table to get some tissue to wipe his tears

Just what are you hiding sanzu? Why are you ignoring the fact that were trying to help? What happened to the sanzu we know? What happened two years ago when you came back at the base at 3 in the morning? What happened? That was the final day i saw you act normal, although you don't show it.... I know that was the last day you were yourself....

"Don't be too hard on yourself"

We heard we looked at the door sanzu looked shock that somebody heard what we were talking about

"You-"

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Who could it be?

Ran?, Rindou?, Kakochou?, Takeomi?, Kokonoi?

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