Return Me In Your Arms. (Ranrinsan) (Possibly Be Continued)

9; Raima Takashi

Sanzu's POV:

I didn't really talk to mikey after those few sentences i said, all i knew is that he sighed and told me to get some rest and assisted me to my 'old room'.

Surprisingly nothing changed, they didn't even remove the decorations i put, the thing that surprised me more is that every time a member quit they would kill them or just let them go which he didn't kill me idk why though.

But back to the point they would always remove the accessories or decorations burning them into ash. I've already quit. For a few months probably five or six idk i lost count, probably a year. Nah thats too much idk i forgot.

I sigh and sat on my king size bed, well the past me i guess, i looked at the window and stand up. Walking towards my old desk which i opened the cabinet, i mean it was moved probably cleaning or idk they do them i guess they also found one of my secret compartment huh-

But that wasn't really the real one you see i have another one, which actually has one picture of me and raima together.

Oh i hate that man with all the cells in my body ,if im being honest, he was like me back then.... Well both go for rides explosions killing drugs and more actually...

But, once i told him that i don't want this anymore like, i need to leave him for a few days because of boten and all but yet he's being positive...

I just sigh and open the third compartment.
I just want to get things over with.... Why cant he understand that?

(This is what he meant, im bad at sketching so i hope it's not that bad.)

I opened it and look at the pictures i have small file that kept what we do and sometimes our checklist or bucket list on what we want to do.

Opening it the first thing i saw is a picture of me and him hanging out in the beach or something i recall those days yet i feel wierd like everytime we eat or drink together it makes my vision blurry both i dont fall asleep.

I just shrugged it off and go onto the important page of the file thinking that it's just me being tired

It's pretty normal but the last one wasn't, it was me writing about my experience with him from the past even with few ones that have the dates or day we hang out. So i continued readings into my own mini like dairy

* ~ May 4 ~

I decided to write this becouse of a few things that has been going on with Raima, he isn't always like this yeah he's weird but it worries me.

He would often tell me to miss my missions or just stay with him if i say no he would be clingy or possessive on things i do. Im not saying he's acting like his obsessed, but sometimes it just feels like he do.

~may 10~

I don't even know why im writing this at the   moment. Takashi, isn't like he used to be no he's not him hell never be him....

He's not acting like himself, he would often be clingy i mean yeah his my friend but it feels like we're lovers yet we're not, i don't like him in a certain way of relationship.... Is this normal? *

I read, this is a bit suspicious yet i feel like im weak around him.... Why is he threatening me? Should i read the letters he gave soon i noticed something in the window...

"What the-"

I said before i knew it, it was a camera from someone. Who in their right mind would-

Then it hit me

"RAIMA!"

I yelled, i was angry though i was trembling and nervous, soon i heard someone knock on my door when i look back at the drone it was flying away....

I soon felt someone hold my shoulder which i grabbed the knife in front of me and  almost stab....

"Ran?"

I mumbled, he was with rindou yet i felt... scared?..i dropped the knife on the floor feeling anxious looking at the floor, i he was shock, ofcourse his shock sanzu! You damn peace of shi-

"Sanzu?"

They said looking at me and i looked at them, which idk why but tears formed in my eyes, i didn't even notice i was trembling.

Rindou's POV:

I was shock by his sudden behavior, and to add up he shouted something or someone's name? I didn't really heard what he said though

I was next to my brother who was still shock by the sudden attack sanzu did i looked at his arms to see he was.... Trembling? I don't understand sanzu isn't like this. No he wouldn't normally act like this not even a small bit did i see him act something like this.

Ran's POV:

As i dodge his attack which even he himself was shock, why would he react that way? I  just hold his shoulder i didn't even hurt him or anything Why was his guard so high?

Before i knew it i pulled him, hugging him rindou just looked at me and nodded

"I'll get some water."

He said, i nodded looking back at the white haired male he was just there in my arms on the verge of tears.... Hugging me tightly gripping my cloth, i was confused i won't even ignore that.

I wonder what was he looking at in the window that made him shout? I mean there's nothing there and not to mention he was mad really mad. I could tell by our situation right now-

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