Return Me In Your Arms. (Ranrinsan) (Possibly Be Continued)

6; YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!

Sanzu's POV;

I was now walking alone in the city it's about 3:56 in the morning... I find it peaceful somehow Is it just that i missed them y'know? The pranking and all... If it wasn't the stupid sickness! The f^¢king truama and-..... Contract....

" Why didn't they just leave me alone why did they have to do that?!?"

I thought i just wanted it to end this feeling its burning, if only i could redo the past.. even if it cost them forgetting me ill take it but... It hurts y'know? So much... I was walking and walking I didn't even realize i was about to bump into someone thankfully they stopped me.... I didn't even notice

"sanzu??"

He said i was a bit shocked someone said my name, when i looked up it was just kakochou and kokonoi

"Oh hey guy's"

I said looking up at them they both look at each other before nodding

"Sanzu... Why did you leave? Please atleast give us a proper explanation."

They said worried why are they worried about someone like me? Im not a great guy why do you guys even care?

"It's nothing to worry about"

I said even though i know its not nothing... For some reason i felt comfort safe around them....

"We know it's not nothing sanzu"

Kakochou said i....i couldn't help but just hugged him all of a sudden and pulled away

"Its nothing... really"

I smiled...before i just looked at the ground...not knowing what to do no'r speak.. it won't came out of my mouth-

"S--zu?, ---zu!?, S-NZ-,SA---?!!!"

I snap out of my thoughts and looked at them... They looked worried, but why? Did i say something wrong? Did i do something... I felt panicked before i knew i felt warmth... I looked around to see kakochou hugging me and kokonoi holding my hand tightly... Is this what it feels like to... Comforted?. I asked myself

"Sanzu..."

"Yea?"

I asked looking at kokonoi who was still holding my hands while kakochou was Patting my head like i was a long lost child of his-

Do i look like a pup?

Sanzu..no-

Then i look like a homeless person??

Sanzu no.. stop -(⁠・⁠-⁠・⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

Ok(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

I looked at them before tilting my head

"Ran and rin told us what happened"

Kakochou said i was shock for a moment.. oh no, please no don't they, they can't find out!! I panicked before getting a held of myself

"Please, sanzu if you have a problem you can tell us."

He said as kokonoi nodded i looked at the ground once more before i felt a tap on my shoulder i looked up and saw... It felt like my soul just left my body, no it cant be him

"Sanzu.."

He said as he reached to hold my hand but i dodge it and went to punch him

"SANZU!"

i snapped out of myself and looked at the person

"Kokono?"

I asked he was holding my hand tightly as my arm was ready to puch him on his cheek as kakochou looked in shock.... This- its fake right right?? I asked myself i was on the verge of tears before i knew it- i ran up to him and hugged him tightly gripping his shirt as tears escaped my eyes i could tell he was shock but i didn't bother i.. I don't know- ...

Why can't it just leave me?! He sends me gifts letters messages flowers and finally jewelry.... Why can't he just leave me alone???

"Sanzu? What happened?"

Kakochou asked as they tried to calm me down kokonoi tried to pull away but i pulled him back

"Don't leave..."

I said quitly...i was already stuttering mumbling even

Kokonoi's POV:

Me and kakochou looked at sanzu then to each other

"How about we go to the base?"

I asked sanzu softly before continuing

"We can talk in private there..."

I said sanzu didn't respond which worried us.... He wasn't like this- before he was still in boten he did act weird i think it was about a year no two in a half year he was like that when he was still in boten but no one else seemed to notice even i didn't and almost fell for it...

"Sanzu?"

Kakochou asked i looked at sanzu who was still in my arms hugging me, we knew he needed comfort

"Sanzu?"

"... ok- i.. ill go with you...g..guys"

He stuttered we sigh and walked to the car which i drove and kakochou comforted sanzu...he was still on tears at the moment i could see how worried kakochou is... I couldn't say less about me either way....

"Sanzu... please what's wrong?"

Kakochou asked i looked at the rearview i could tell sanzu was shaking aswell as him gripping harder in kakochou's cloth...

"H- k-ep....do-n- it ag--n..."

He said i was confused aswell as kakochou afcourse what does he mean by that well i knew he said

'he keep...."

Done? No no that's not it- ... What-does he mean by that? Who is he even talking about?

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Hey i actually need help for a name, I don't really know what to call him aka

"What sanzu is talking about"

If you don't mind maybe you could give me a name?

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