one step forward

you are an adrenaline girl

VALERIE'S POV

i am so thankful to my dear friend pedri for making my day better. believe me, if not him i would sleep or even cry all day long. i don't know, how did i get such best friends, like pedri and sophie, who are always there for me. i also have friends, who support me every day, i am just incredibly thankful. even in my hardest times they were with me, they supported me while i was struggling with mental instability, problems with health, abuse from my ex boyfriend. i still haven't fully recovered, unfortunately, i often experience mood swings, bad thoughts and eating disorders. trying to do my best, but it doesn't always work out.

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pedri picked me up from home and we went to the amusement park, where we agreed to meet with the whole friend group. pedri said there would be frenkie and his girlfriend, ferran, alejandro and gavi. i was rather excited about this evening because i love almost everyone from this friend group and enjoy roller coasters!

"pedro, whose idea was to come to roller coasters?" i asked him laughing like a child.

"i offered them, cause i know you love roller coasters" he remembers this little detail about me.

"awhhh, you remember!" i wanted to hug him, but i remembered he was driving a car.

we continued to talk about things we love. and finally we arrived at the place. i saw frenkie and mikky, his girlfriend. she is actually so sweet! their couple is something incredible, they are both unbelievably cute!

"frenkie, mikky, hi!" i told them and opened my arms for a hug.

"hiiii!!" they both answered to my hug and pulled me to them really hard!

"hola!" pedri came to them and gave high five to both of mikky and frenkie.

while frenkie and pedri were talking about their stuff, mikky and started to get to know each other better. i have always known her, but we have never been very close.

"valerie, i am so sorry, but are you and pedri dating?" she asked me shyly. i know, mikky was curious to know.

"no no, we are just friends, he is like my brother"

"that's so cool you have such a friend! i know, pedri is a great person"

"you are right"

we continued to talk.

"and i haven't seen you in games for a really long time. where have you been?"

"i studied in england in boarding school"

"oh my god, and how was it?"

"great, yeah, really great, but i missed my friends and family here in spain" i now remembered about alex, i don't know why.

"that's always hard to move away from your loved ones. you are a strong girl!"

"awhh, mikky!" we hugged each other. she is so sweet! i needed to hear these words.

well, we talked a lot, like really a looot. she is the nicest person to talk with, believe me. we didn't even notice, how ferran and alejandro came. when we saw them, mikky and i said hi, giving them high fives and continued to talk.

we were now waiting for someone to come. it's the second time i was waiting for him. not like waiting alone because i had frenkie that time and mikky now. i tried to deny the fact that i am really waiting for this person. when i saw him coming, i was out of my thought. like always. at first he smiled at me, when we made an eye contact, but then, apparently remembering who i was, he made an indifferent face. but there was still something in his eyes, that i can't describe.