love of fire

Chapter 17

Jason's Pov

"I feel like a home wrecker if I had stay away Matt and Kelly would still be having their wedding, but I come along and fucked it all up for them." I put my head down on the table after speaking I feel a hand on my back, I look up at Antonio. He sighed loudly "look Jason things may look bad at this point in time but you just got to keep fighting got it" I nod my head and walk out  with Antonio to see the rest of the team sitting there looking at me I give Antonio one last hug and left.

I was sitting in my car after making some phone calls I had got Jay out if prison. i got out of my car and sat on the hood waiting. Then I see a man walk out I could tell it was Jay "I thought you didn't want to hear from me" I look down at the ground "I know what I said but at the end of the day you are still my dad and if I can get you out of prison then I'll do it" by now I have tries running down my cheeks "hey hey no need to cry son look I've done bad things to you and I'm going to make it up to you" I feel Jay's arms around me pulling me into a tight hug "Matt and Kelly were supposed to  get married but I fucked that up Matt stopped spending time with Kelly so Kelly went back to his old ways and cheated on Matt with I believe Stella Kidd" I feel Jay lifting me off the hood of the car and walking me around to the passenger side of the car I give him the keys and told him where my house was I got in and fall asleep on the window. I felt a little shaking and woke up to see Jay "we are home son" me and Jay got out of the car and walked to the front door and unlock it once inside I went to the liquor shelf and pour drinks for me and dad when I got back to him he was looking at old photos I had on the walls one's with him and Matt, the district, firehouse, Antonio and a whole lot more I handed him his drink "my favorite one is in my office upstairs come on and have a look" we both go to my office and switch the light on I grabbed the photo and smiled at the photo of me, Jay, Antonio, Hank and Trudy in it he handed it back and I left it in my hand we walk to the lounge and while Jay sat down on the couch I put the photo by me in a chair "so son tell me what you do for a living" I take a sip "I own my own pub/restaurant and help out with intelligent unit" he looks at me "and have you found a special person in your life" I look down at my glass "that's a hard one I have and we kissed but I haven't heard from him or seen him" I finished off my drink and poured me a new one "so it's a male and yous haven't seen or spoking to each other to me that doesn't sound like the special person in your life son" after he stopped speaking there was a knock at the door I opened the door to see it was Matt I didn't want to speak with him not now at least "son we need to talk about you leave and not answering your phone" I laughed "first off I told you when I'm back up and on my feet I will be going back to my own place and for not answering my phone I have a guest over and it would be rude to answer it and it's my phone I payed for on my own so go back to Kelly because it was my fault yous broke up it was because you were spending All your time on me so go make things right with Kelly or better yet don't show up at my house at 2 in the fucking morning and expect me to tell you all this so goodbye Matt" with that I slammed the door in his face and I walked to the kitchen put my glass in the sink grabbed my photo and walked to the bedrooms I showed Jay the room he would be staying in for the time being when I got into my room I looked at my dog tags I had gotten last time I was fighting with all the metal's I had tries running down my cheeks. My door open up to show Jay staying there we looked at what was making me cry and he saw all the metal's and dog tags I had he understood why he just pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head and repeat the word's it's going to be ok it's going to be alright and rub my back