I love you. Fucking idiot.

12

Louis stands up about to leave as he starts to think Harry won't show, great job Louis making a bloody fool out of yourself again. Like always. When he sees Harry running over to him breathlessly.

"I'm sorry I'm late.." He leans against the tree catching his breath

"It's fine.." Louis sits back down stretching his legs out in front of him as he lights up a cig taking a long drag to try to gain the confidence he needs to say what needs to be said.

"So why did you invite me here?" He sits down across from him crossing his legs.

"Because.."

"Because?"

"I love..."

Harry stiffens looking at him.

Louis stares into his eyes for a moment before looking down and taking a deep breath. "You don't get it, do you?.. I love you. Fucking idiot. It's always been you, I've been in love with you since we were little kids, holding hands while running around on the playground. Look I get it if you don't feel the same but I couldn't keep it in any longer.."

"you... you love me?"

Louis nods looking down feeling embarrassed, of course, Harry doesn't love him back. Who would? He's a fucking train wreck who uses humour alcohol and drugs to hide his feelings.

"I get it, you don't feel the same I'm such an idiot it was just Zayn told me to.."

Harry shakes his head cutting him off from his about-to-be-long ramble and kisses him softly.

Wait!

Harry kissed him!!

Omg!

Shit!

Fuck!

To say Louis is mentally freaking out is an understatement.

"Does that answer your question?"

Louis just nods too shocked to actually perform words.

"Have I really just made the louis tomlinson speechless"

"fuck off..."

Harry chuckles "So what does this mean for us then?"

"welllll firstly you can't tell anyone yet until it's official and that isn't until you have taken me out on 28 dates but this isn't one of them as I prepared this one"

"take it 28 is still your favourite number then ay?"

"you remembered"

"of course, I remembered I remember everything from the way you complain when your coco pops go all soggy if you don't eat them immediately to the way you have a massive dedication to hating avocados and beans... I remember everything about you... how could I ever forget?"

Louis looks down blushing.

Harry actually remembers things about him.

He loves him back?

this is crazy.

this isn't what he was expecting at all.. what will everyone think of him when he announces that he's dating Harry?

everyone thinks they hate each other.. well that's future Louis' issue to deal with, right now he's going to enjoy this time with Harry.

He looks up at him smiling softly slowly climbing onto his lap and hugging him tightly. "you don't know how long I've wanted this... I've wanted to do this since the first day I saw you here.. but I was just scared in case you left and hurt me again... I know it wasn't your fault I get that now... I'm sorry for how I've treated you, will you forgive me?"

"of course I forgive you, you dork" Harry chuckles holding Louis close to him.