I love you. Fucking idiot.

10

By the time the party had fully started, Louis was already pretty drunk from starting pre-drinking pretty early. It's all Zayn's fault. That's who he will blame for any actions he does tonight.

He looks around rolling his eyes at how full out some people had gone with dressing up. It's strange to him that people still actually dress up for Halloween over the age of 13 but who is he to judge?

He downs the rest of his drink and places the glass on the table going over to a lad he sometimes gets drugs off. "Yo Zak you got anything?" The man turns around with a little smirk on his face "For you darling? Always" he grabs a little bag from his pocket handing it to him "It's free don't worry about the money" he winks walking off to get another drink.

Louis grins to himself, looks around and goes to the corner of the room he grabs a card from the drawer and his phone from his back pocket. He turns his phone over and empties the white powder onto it before using the card to break it all down finely before sorting it into nice equal lines before quickly snorting them all, he leans his head back inhaling deeply before exhaling slowly through his mouth. He licks his finger to wipe the access powder off his phone before rubbing it along his gums.

He puts the card back in the drawer and rubs a hand along his face turning around, the first thing he notices is the way harrys standing right behind him with a look of pure disapproval which is making him feel unsettled and he's not sure why he's even bothered about what he's got to say or feels. "Look, don't start alright it's a party for fuck sake"

"Lou.."

"Harry. Don't. Just don't okay? I don't need your concern or whatever alright? I'm not the same innocent boy you once knew before you fucking abandoned me. I've changed. A lot. And it's a party everyone does drugs you need to relax you want me to get you some?"

"No... I don't do drugs Lou I'm just worried about you, you know what they can do to people I'm your not stupid"

"I don't need this right now your ruining my fucking buzz" He barges past him heading into the kitchen grabs the bottle of vodka taking a swig grimacing as the liquid burns his throat.

He walks into the living room and starts dancing slowly sipping on the vodka and closing his eyes as his body starts to relax due to the amount of vodka weed and coke he's consumed.

Harry stands at the back of the room keeping his eye on Louis furrowing his brows.

-

Louis stumbles his way outside taking a deep breath of the fresh air, the smell of sweat and booze was getting to him. It's gross. He swirls his glass around before downing the last bit of vodka. He sets the glass down on the table taking a seat next to Zayn accepting the joint he passed him. "You know.." he starts taking a long drag his mind all fuzzy from the amount of alcohol and drugs he's consumed tonight. "I think I might actually love him.." he sighs softly leaning back in the chair and exhaling slowly. "Yeah.." he nods his head taking another long drag "I do... It's him... It's always been him.."

Zayn slowly turns his head to look at him with a slightly raised eyebrow "And he is?"

Louis closes his eyes taking a drag of the joint smiling softly to himself whispering "Harry.."