Nick Nelson x Charlie Spring

"My Beautiful Boyfriend."

(This one is going to include some mental health struggles and some suggestive wording, so if your sensitive to things like this please don't read, unless you want to :])

Nick POV: I wake up, to the shower running and the sound of someone quietly sobbing, I immediately shoot out of bed and knock on the bathroom door.

"Charlie?" I say concerned, Charlie sniffles a little bit and then answers.

"Yeah?" he asks, "Are you okay?" I say sympathetically. Charlie opens the door and starts crying in my arms. 

"Hey, hey, hey, you're okay. You're gonna be okay." I comfort him. "Do you want to talk about it?" I say worried. Charlie shakes his head.

"That's okay you don't have to tell me right now." I say as I hug him harder.

(Later in the afternoon.)

I am downstairs watching tv to give Charlie some space. Charlie walks down stairs and plops down on the couch next to me. I wrap my arms around him and kiss him on the top of his head.

"Im sorry." Charlie says quietly. 

"No, don't be sorry."  I respond reassuringly.

"Nick?" Charlie asks. 

"Yeah?" I sit up a bit to listen to him.

"I think I am-" Charlie pauses. I look down at Charlie.

"Yeah?" I ask trying to get Charlie to continue.

"I think I am struggling again." Tears start to well up in his eyes.

"Hey, Charlie, look at me. Its okay, I still love you no matter what. There is no struggles that you will go through that will push me away." I say.

"Nick, I feel like I don't want to be here anymore. I kinda-" he takes a deep breath. "Feel like I want to die again." Charlie starts sobbing again. "I'm sorry." Charlie says quietly through sobs. 

I look at Charlie and kiss him, "You are beautiful and I want you here. And Charlie, we will get through this together. Okay?" I say quietly. Charlie silently nods.

"Have you eaten today?" I ask a little concerned.

"No." Charlie answered sniffling.

"Okay, lets get you something to eat then." I got up and passed Charlie a small grin and he grinned back.

"What would you like, my very beautiful boyfriend? " I ask, Charlie shrugs his shoulders.

"Hey how about something small for now, like crisps?" I suggest. 

"Sure," Charlie says. I stare at him with a grin on my face.

"Thank you for eating" I say meaning it. Charlie replies with a cute grin.

"Anything for you Nick, my beautiful boyfriend." Charlie smiles.

(Hey sorry its a little short and if this wasn't the best, it has been a little hard trying to write lately so I will be trying to keep up on updates and dont forget to vote!💖)