I still fold
I feel so deeply that it's scary
Nobody knows
How I feel until I express it
I reveal a hoax
Like an ungifted present
I'm a joke
Unrealistic fantasy
They are
The only thing I have
To prevent me
From reality honestly
I've been
Fighting demons since
I was 13
I don't sleep with my anxiety
My mind
Overcrowds my thoughts
Psychologically
