For real? // l.h

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Luke's P.O.V
8:52pm
It's almost time. I gotta ask cal something first though..
*private kik chat between Calum and Luke*
Luke; dude I'm skyping jennie in 8 minutes I'm so nervous.(8:52pm)
Cal; don't be, you'll be fine (8:53pm)
Luke; but what if I'm not fine, what if I freak out and don't know what day and start being a complete goofball and she falls out of love with me (8:53pm)
Cal; woah when did she say she was in love with you? (8:54pm)
Luke; in that message that she was supposed to send to Sarah? (8:54am)
Cal; no dude, she said she loves you not that she's in love with you, I'm sorry but they mean two different things. I love you means your heart has made a connection with someone. I'm in love with you means that your heart is invested in someone. You know what I mean?(8:57am)
Luke; yeah I do. So do you think I should tell her while we're on Skype? You know that I love her back? (8:58am)
Cal; I don't know man, that's down to you, but whatever you do, do not sing! Haha (8:59am)
Luke; okay okay I won't, anyway gotta go jennie should be calling me soon(9:00pm)
Cal; good luck mate (9:00pm)
This is it. I'm finally going to see her. Not in person but as Calum said- baby steps. Is my hair okay? Is my lip ring twisted right? Do I smell? 'God Luke she can't smell you, you idiot' why is my conscience being so mean I do not need this right now. But it was right, she can't smell me, I am an idiot. I smile and lightly chuckle to myself.

9:07pm still no call...

9:13pm still no call...

9:36pm still no call...

10:03pm...

10:34pm...

11:02pm...

Midnight.

Jennies P.O.V
9:00pm
Please answer please answer.

Nothing.

No answer.

Why did he ask me to Skype him if he's not going to pick up? Maybe he's busy. Or maybe he just pitied. Wanted me to feel like he could love me back just to stomp all over my heart.

But he's always so sweet. He wouldn't do that? Right? I hope not. Maybe he just forgot and fell asleep.

I've been trying to call him for over an hour. Fuck this I'm going to sleep I have school tomorrow.
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Next morning 7:47am
*Private kik chat between jennie and Luke*
Luke; hey x (7:47am)
Jennie; don't "hey x" me. You made me feel like an idiot last night (7:49am)
Luke; are you kidding me? You didn't call me. I stayed awake till midnight waiting (7:50am)
Jennie; what are you talking about I was trying to call you for over an hour? (7:50am)
Luke; I didn't get any Skype calls? (7:51am)
Jennie; sure you didn't Luke, sure you didn't (7:52am)
Luke; I swear I didn't (7:53am)
Luke; maybe you got the wrong Skype name? (7:58am)
Jennie; no I typed what you told me to- LukeLovesPenguins (8:00am)
Luke; Jennie you got the wrong Skype, you forgot the periods. My Skype is Luke.Loves.Penguins (8:02am)
Jennie; fuck. Well now I feel like an idiot (8:03am)
Luke; don't, should we reschedule for tonight? (8:05am)
Jennie; sure, that sounds great, I'm sorry for being mad at you it was my fault (8:06am)
Luke; it's fine just don't forget those periods haha (8:06am)
Jennie; I won't I have the period diary app so it reminds me(8:07am)
Jennie; omg you weren't talking about those types of periods (8:07am)
Jennie; I'm just gonna go... (8:07am)
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I'm so nervous to Skype Luke. What if he hates me. What if he regrets ever speaking to me. But what if he likes me. If he likes me I swear to god I might die. My heart will beat so fast and fall out of my chest and I will die. But that's highly unlikely. He'll never like me in a million years.
It's almost 9am.
I look in the nori one last time. My eyeliner is on point. Shit one of my eyebrows smudged. I take a make up wipe and rub off the whole eyebrow before reapplying it.
Oh shit it's 9pm.
LukePeriodLovesPeriodPenguins
I think to myself emphasising the periods as I type in his Skype name.
Ring..
Ring..
Ring..
My laptop stops making the annoying ringing sound and Luke's face appears on my screen. He's so much more beautiful than the picture he sent.