𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙉𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩. [studxstud]

16.

A few days later.
At Night.
Emina.
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"I haven't seen or talked to that nigga Nell since the day i was discharged from the hospital."

"What happened? y'all seemed to be getting close" Kaiya said as she opened up my fridge.

"Imma just be real. So she was driving me over here and I had a small question" I shrugged. "What was the question?"

"I asked if she really did like me, she said yeah, and I said she shouldn't......then i lashed out." Flashbacks started hitting me.

"Why should she not like you Emina?" Kaiya said sitting next to me. "I don't know.. she just shouldn't."

"Talk." Kaiya said as she took a sip of water. "...well just look at everything. I hurt everybody, I hurt you, I hurt Liz, and anybody else I used to fuck with. I don't wanna hurt... her." I said letting out a long sigh cringing at my feelings.

"How did she take things?"

"At first she was like 'of course I like you' then when I said she shouldn't she tried to get me to talk about it and that's when I lost it. These feelings are fuckin frustrating. 'i don't wanna hurt her' but i probably already did" I said as I put my head down.

"There's still time Emina, if you really like her you'll make it up to her." Kaiya said looking me right in my face.

"...why can't she come to me though"

"Stop letting your ego stop you from shit. I'm gonna be real too, I've obviously got strong feelings for you so to me, it's important that you're happy. I hope Nell is awake cause she's finna have some visitors. Come on nigga" she said standing up.

I sat there for a moment and hesitated. But then I realized who I was said fuck it.

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Nell's House
Emina.
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Once we pulled up my stomach dropped. I got extremely nervous. Kaiya could tell but she dragged me to the door anyway.

You could hear music blasting through the door. Kaiya went ahead and knocked for me.

After a few seconds, a visibly high Nell opened the door. Her eyes immediately fell to my lips.

All of a sudden my anxiety went out the window and Nell had me off the ground. Kaiya disappeared.

I kissed Nell as she carried me inside, shutting her door behind us. She carried me to her bedroom and we started pulling our clothes off each other.

She was hovered over me and started kissing down my neck. She started kissing on and i between my titties and trailed down to my stomach.

Right when I thought she was about to give me head, I felt something slip inside of me. This nigga somehow got a strap on and I didn't even notice.

I threw my head back and covered my mouth as she started motioning back and forth. She moved my hand and pinned me down still going with steady strokes.

She was looking me in my eyes the entire time, just observing my face. I wrapped my legs around waist and her strokes got deeper and my moans got louder.

She leaned down and kissed me and bit my my lip. I was so horny I could pass out.

Right before when my mouth fell agape as I was about to finish, she pulled her strap out. She flipped me over and I already knew what was going down.

I arched my back and she slid that shit in. She went from steady to quick strokes in a matter of seconds and I couldn't handle it. She grabbed my neck as her strokes got deeper.

I could feel my body shaking. She kept going and my eyes started rolling back. The room was filled my moans, music, and the clear energy of Nell taking everything in.

Right after I came she flipped me over and started kissing me again. She pecked my lips and bit my bottom lip again.

Next thing I knew, she was giving me head. I was already on edge and the feeling was overwhelming. My whole body squirmed.

I could feel every little thing going on against my clit, it felt like energy was bursting through me. My hands flew to her head as my back started arching.

She started sucking it, I couldn't open my eyes because they kept rolling back. I came right on her tongue. she came up to my lips again letting me taste myself.

I didn't wanna stop kissing her, I've never enjoyed kissing this much.

She picked me up laying my head down on the pillow. I couldn't walk if I tried right now.

She laid down next to me and kept observing my face.

"why do you keep doing that" I said softly. "hm?"
"observing my face"
"cause"

The original reason as to why i came here came to my mind. "i'm sorry that i lashed out on you that day" I said looking her in her eyes.

"it's okay" she said still studying my face. "I need to say something" i said feeling my anxiety starting to come back.

"what's up?"

"...the reason that I lashed out was because I actually like you, it's different. Not anything how I liked Liz or anybody else. And it was frustrating me. As you've seen, I tend to hurt people and I don't want you to be one of those people i hurt." I could feel myself getting emotional.

"if your feelings are as strong as you say then I don't think you'll end up hurting me, plus I don't mind taking that chance." she responded as she grabbed my hand. "not the best way to ask but do you wanna be together, like officially" Nell asked as she finally broke eye contact.

She's nervous.

"okay" i said as grabbed her face directing her eyes back to me. "Don't think shit is sweet tho, im still that nigga" i declared.

"okay emina" she laughed.