TRUTH- AN ILLUSION

Chapter 69

Concentration.

You needs to concentrate on your when you are sitting in your cabin ,in front of the people who works under you .You need to concentrate specially when your are the head of SIT which is probing a very infamous murder case in which you have no lead, in which  aliens are involved .Aliens who are not just from another planet but from the another universe. You need to concentrate specially when your Husband is one of  those aliens.

Husband.

That man is the reason of my inability to focus on the briefing that is given by Mr.Pawre. It is my idea to revisit to every point of the case just to make sure that no small hint were missed by us.That's why I am surrounded with the officers who are giving their inputs on the case . But rather than focusing on their words my stupid mind is focusing on the voice of Dabbu telling me to come home early.

And the main reason of my  distraction is the reason due to which he asked me to come earlier.

Now I am not able to stop this nervousness to creep into my body like insects .I look at the officers sceptically .Can they hear the hammering sound of heart beat inside my ribcage? May be they can . May be the tea vendor near this building too can hear this properly.

Okay fine.I am exaggerating.May be tea vendor can't hear it but  if my heart beat one decible louder than whole neighborhood can surely hear it ,Loud and clear.This time I am not exaggerating.

My cheeks starts heating because I am not able to stop recalling many intimate moments that we has shared . I look down immediately to hide the red shade that threatens to appear on my face.

I can't risk  sitting here when I am blushing like a teenager from the thought of my husband.That's why I stand up abruptly .

"Mr.Pawre ,I think I need some time to think.".I speaks successfully managing the professionalism in my voice." Iss case ke sare events me ek baar aur Nazar daliye. Iss case se related har insaan se phir se puchtach kijiye. Aur Sab ki kundali nikalwayiye. Aur jin per thora sa doubt ho unse shakti se interrogate kijiye.'

I look at my team members for  confirmation and when they nodded  , I pick up her phone and walks towards the door.

Nodding Slightly to the answer the salute that I received,I enters in my car .Taking out my tab I start going through the details of the case .An futile attempt to stop my stupid mind From thinking about him.

How much I was uncertain about my marriage ?I was uncertain about marrying Ray but my attempt to stop it was too fragile.Sometimes I hate myself for being weak in front of my family .An IPS officer who can face notorious criminal ,is not able to take stand for herself,is Hilarious but the truth. May be because I was taught not to question the decision of chachaji .May be because Mumma is too much grateful for everyone and can't give any reply to  the taunts of the family members .May be because whenever I took a stand, It was she who had to suffer .It was she who stopped me to stand for ourselves.

I didn't know how but slowly I started believing those taunts .That I am bad luck for everyone.That I am not capable of being liked by someone, being loved ny someone .

But being with Dabbu makes me realise that how stupid I was .The way he looks at me ,the way he cares for me and the way he respects my wishes.....

Wait a minute,I am smiling like a fool .I look at the driver to make sure that he didn't catch me blushing.

Focus Ananya.

Case .
Case .

Yes.Case is important.Very Important.There are murders happening  and here I am blushing. Focus on case . The Map ,that acts like a magnet and attracts killer toward its owner,is with me .That map was asked to be kept safe by Dabbu's mother .So information of the map must contain must contain something that would be related to his planet .