Moment by moment Jungkook's dream was splitting apart. He was losing every hold of his own happiness and over his marriage
Jungkook cried historically as he sat on the wet floor of the bathroom after throwing everything he ate last night emptying his stomach fully ..
It wasn't intensionally though, he tried to hold back the argh of throwing things he ate last night but the sickness in his stomach wasn't going away which was coming back every morning and sometimes in day times too
He fears Taehyung would hear him so he tried to be quite as much as possible but nothing worked..
Jungkook was startled when he hear the knock on the locked door
- Doll.. Are you okay? You have been inside the bathroom for one and half hours now
(There comes the concern voice of Taehyung's making Jungkook more vulnerable and guilty..
He feels like running into his Taehyung's arms then and there and forget about the harsh reality of his life..
It had been few more day's that their first marriage anniversary date took place and they spent the beautiful night at the cozy cottage Taehyung had booked for them previously..
The dream like event that pass by in a blink of eyes creating many memories of them to cherish for later their whole life..
Aside from that beautiful memorable day Jungkook was suffering alot mentally and physically. He was scared to death
First he didn't want to marry Taehyung because of the society and the badmouthing he will get not to mention the other consequences he will face after the reveal of their marriage..
He almost overcame that fear of being judge and the insecurity of losing his Taehyung the only person of his life and was happy with his Taehyung but what now?
Everything seems a mess to Jungkook... A mess from were he only see darkness and no going back or to move further
Everything was going good he was living his dream life which was going to crush in ashes soon
His every problems solution was Taehyung yet this time he himself was the biggest problem in his Taehyung's life..
He was ruining his Taehyung's life...
Jungkook wanted to cry his heart out without being hold back yet he didn't want to worry his Taehyung more..
He didn't know whether what he was thinking was true or not yet the chance of it could be true was sky high...
He got startl even more by the constant knocking which made him shake violently from fear and guilt..
His beautiful doe eyes produced more tears wetting his cheeks even more
- Doll you are worrying me.. Atleast say something
(Jungkook sobbed hard cupping his mouth into his palm to prevent any noise from coming out...)
I'm coming inside
(With that saying Taehyung retorted hisself from the bathroom door and was about to go to take the key making the elder widen his eyes at that and shook his head vigorously opposing the idea of Taehyung coming inside the bathroom as if Taehyung was seeing him...
With the last ounce will power Jungkook opened his mouth just to call the younger)
-H-Hubby
(Taehyung stopped in his track hearing the low timid tone..