Taehyung didn’t utter a word, not a single hiss of pain leave his mouth, he didn’t move an ounce too..
He just sat there silently staring at the dark gray wall which looks similar to him just like his life, clouded with deep darkness,emptiness and loneliness ..
The wall was exactly mirroring his dull life, void of any happiness ...
How his life ended up from a beauty dream to a stormy reality, Taehyung doesn’t know..
On the other hand while cleansing the wounds Jungkook took a few glance of the younger just to see If the pain was too unbearable only to get disappointment at the less expression and the blank face nonetheless he completed cleaning the wounds carefully...
- There, It's done Taehyung...
( As soon as the elder said so Taehyung pulled his hand off the elder's grip and was about to leave the elder alone yet he was hold firm by the elder himself )
I said I am done with treating your wound not you Taehyung .. Turn back I have something to show you
( Jungkook's tone was stern which forced Taehyung to look back and It was a bad idea only...
The moment he turn around he saw the elder holding a nidlle type of sharp thing in one hand over his other palm just at the same place Taehyung had his injury ...
Even before Taehyung register something Jungkook made a cut through his skin while staring at Taehyung )
Think twitch before you hurt yourself Taehyung.. I am sure you don’t want me to hurt myself as it would effect our baby...
And If you by any mean think that your life your choice and you can do anything with it, in that case be my guest Kim....
I'll show you who is the owner of your life in a way you would even think of asking my permission before taking a step ...
( With that Jungkook left,leaving a shocked Taehyung behind ...
After standing at the same place for more than ten minutes or so Taehyung exhale a shaky breath he wasn’t aware that he was holding , his knees weaken ...
He have understood quite clearly that the Jungkook he had fell in love was not the same Jungkook he witnessed a while ago...
This Jungkook can't be his Jungkook...
Taehyung let out a bitter chuckle as his almond eyes welled up, he was the reason for the elder's change..
His love was the reason of their misery.. Was his love toxic to the level that everything shuttered into pieces...?
He was the one who ruined their happy life... His love had burned down their sanity, their life to the level that now only ashes are the symbol of their love or is it only his love...
Taehyung came to think of it the elder never loved him romantically or just accepted him as husband by fate or by him, forcefully ..
Or did the elder even accept him as husband ?
Taehyung exhale a bitter chuckle for the ninth time at his own thought...
Now everything makes sence maybe the elder didn’t want their child to be born because It was not out of love..
Maybe the elder was ashamed to bear his blood and flesh after-all who wouldn’t be ashamed to carry a child of his younger brother..
Do the elder still think of him as his younger brother ?