The last time Taehyung and Jungkook made love was almost like nine days ago and calculatively Jungkook is now one and half months pregnant...
Things were almost neutral within them, neither good nor bad...
Still they weren’t in talking terms just the elder telling Taehyung to do things for him and Taehyung himself staying close to the elder if in case Jungkook needs something that's it..
It was as if they signed a peace treaty like the enemy countries do minding eachother's own business while with the promise of they won't fight nor harm eachother at any cost..
In short they will just stay neutral at their place that's what happening within Taehyung and Jungkook...
Taehyung being the always extrovert one showing his emotions openly,showing how angry he was by not talking to the elder , showing how he deson't care anymore, showing how he was changing for good while Jungkook doing nothing just internally longing for his man...
It wasn’t like Taehyung was far from him hell the younger man was glued to him 24/7...
Still Taehyung not talking to him, not touching him, not showing his love and affection to him not pampering him was as if a slow death to Jungkook...
He was habitual too habitual of kim Taehyung being all over him..
And now that all of a sudden the man was far from him even while staying under the same roof Jungkook feels empty...
At times he feels like being chocked,out of breath when he sees his man who loved to give him heart eyes 24/7 wasn’t even spearing a mere glanc at him...
Yet Jungkook knew everything started with his one fault..He started this, their misery ..
He shouldn’t have hide the pregnancy from Taehyung he realised his mistake, he knew he shouldn’t have assumed things in the first place...
He shouldn’t have deprived a man who loves children and is going to be a father from acknowledging about his own child, he shouldn’t have think of robbing Taehyung's happiness of becoming a parent knowing how the younger man wants his own family.
He shouldn’t have decide things alone when it takes two to be in a relation ...
He shouldn’t have done many things..
Jungkook knew he is the one at fault.. If only he had explained calmly , If only he had let Taehyung vent his anger, sadness and misery for some more by a few harsh words, by breaking things which Taehyung always do when he is angry and let the man eventually calm down or talk out things then things wouldn’t turned this ugly...
But what did he do ?
He reacted why too badly than Taehyung when it should be Taehyung reacting harsh towards him...
Jungkook left the younger behind when he needed explanation,he left when Taehyung needed his support, consolation the most...
He left Taehyung heartbroken....
But was it his fault ? Yes, it was totally his fault and he was ready to do everything for the mans forgiveness yet the moment Taehyung told about leaving him, divorcing him he lost it...
He wasn’t planing any of this worst behaviour from himself neither he have slightly hint that he could react and act like that... Hell he wasn’t a person who gets mad easily..
The way he burst out it wasn’t totally like him, it was out of his character yet he had done everything in the most worst way possible and now that he wants to ask for forgiveness Taehyung simply don't even stay at the same place as him if he started to talk about the whole matter...