GVF Imagines

Josh Imagine: after your breakup

I finally pulled into the studio and slammed my car door behind me. I raced up the stairs and down the hall to the studio. I dreaded this moment with everything in me. What would the guys say? I broke up with her because I wanted to save our friendship in case something between us got bad. According to the brothers, it only made it worse. I stormed down the hallway and stopped dead in my tracks upon hearing her voice. I knew she wrote a song for us, but I hadn't heard her sing it till just now. Her angelic voice filled my ears and I felt my eyes start to well up. I cleared my throat and wiped my eyes quickly to try and keep myself from crying, but it was to no avail. I let out a shaky breath and then dropped my head, breaking down right there.

Josh's heart broke once again when he heard her voice. He missed her dearly. He missed the way her pretty white teeth shined when he made her smile. He missed the melodious sound of her laughter when he cracked his stupid jokes. Josh wanted to feel her touch when they hugged, or the way her soft hands caressed his face right before they kissed. His heart yearned for her to belong to him again. Little did he know, she felt the same.

Your POV
I gently placed Jake's guitar back down on the stand after showing them what I had written. The guys clapped for me and smiled. Jake hugged me and bared his goofy grin at me. "That's the exact thing this album is needing. I'm so glad we trusted you with the next song." Jake said while hugging me so hard it hurt. I laughed painfully and smiled. He let go and I turned to Danny. He smiled at me and hugged me as well. "I have to agree. That was so good." He said. I hugged Sammy and high fived him. The guys always managed to make me feel better, especially now that Josh and I are no longer together. Even though it had been weeks since I had seen him last, I really did not want to deal with the confrontation.

I whipped around upon hearing the door finally open. I saw a red eyed, tear stained Josh face, and my heart broke for him. His head hung low as he walked in. I wanted to desperately to hold him, but I knew I couldn't. He said it was for our greater good that we don't mess up our chance at friendship, but I still feel like we were perfect together. He cleared his throat and looked up at me with his sad but beautiful brown eyes. "Y/n, I heard your song. It was so good. Would you sing it again please?" He asked, his voice shaky. I nodded and Jake handed me his guitar again. I cleared my throat after playing the slow intro and began to sing.

I can see the faces through the broken glass, no longer pass...
Looking at the sky I see the city lights, but no star fights...
I never wanna fall asleep...
Within our dreams the weight we saw we reap...
Though I believe that sun still shines and...
I believe there comes a time...
When out of silence we will sing...
And even broken bells will ring...
Not all the answers are the same...
Yet we, still play, the game...

Josh POV
As she sang, I watched as her eyes closed when she got to the chorus. She sang with her heart and soul and I listened to every word like it was the last time I'd hear her speak. I watched the way her brows furrowed slightly as she sang higher and the way they relaxed as she went lower. I watched the way her delicate fingers danced over the strings and the way her beautiful body hugged that guitar close. I felt tears well up again, but I pushed it aside, no longer caring if she saw. I was so fixated on her beauty in the moment. I felt warm tears begin to stream down my cheeks as she sang the next verse. I closed my eyes and took in every word she sang as if I'd go deaf tomorrow. I felt Jake pat my back lovingly as she sang. I knew I made a mistake and so did they, but would I ever get her back? Probably not. She probably has a new man, a more deserving man. A man who won't leave her because he's afraid. A man who will be able to spend every waking moment with her rather than tour for half a year. I mentally cursed myself for even dating her. I screwed everything up just by being in love.

Your POV
After singing, I opened my eyes to see Josh crying silently with his eyes closed. I handed Jake the guitar and I walked over to him. My heart raced violently as I approached him, but I knew something good might happen. I silently wrapped my arms around him and placed my head on his chest. I felt his whole body tense and then relax. I smiled as he wrapped his toned and tan arms around me again. My whole body felt warm again. His breath steadied as we held each other. I felt his head lean down slowly and he began to whisper. "Please y/n, I know I was wrong. I want to make it work. I don't want to start over. I'll pick up every broken piece I left and fix it all if you'd let me have one more chance." His voice was solemn and sorry. My heart broke for him. My eyes stung with tears and I held him tighter, smushing my face into his white tee shirt. "Let's pretend this never happened. I just want to love you again." I whispered, crying softly into his shirt. He let me go and dropped to his knees in front of me, gently taking my hands in his. He looked at me with those chocolate brown eyes, tear stained but so beautiful, and he gave me a sad smile. "I never stopped loving you this whole time, let me keep loving you and I'll give you the world and everything in it." He said. I nodded and he jumped up, taking me in a tight embrace. I hugged him back tightly and I heard the guys quietly "aww" in the background. My heartbroken tears finally became joyful tears as I felt his soft lips touch mine in a tender kiss. I caressed his face softly as I kissed him. He looked down at me with loving eyes. My heart became full once again