Im sorry ..

Stressed .. not

( Makaylah pov )

I woke up the next evening around 12:45 . My pillow was soaked . I quickly remembered why and instantly started to shed tears again.

why did she have to do this to me , why did she have to hurt me ?
was I doing something wrong ,
was I not making her happy enough ?
almost 2 years soon and i find out that she's been with that hoe on the low .
Am i not that important to her anymore , i thought she loved me, all those promises she made to me , and they were just lies to fill my heart and to play with my mind . I still cant believe it , but i know damn well its true. I hate that i love her so much.
Its gonna be so hard letting her go knowing my sensitive ass isnt going to let me. I cant see her with another girl , i cant .
That was my bestfriend before we even made it official . The love i have for that girl nobody could ever put together. I honestly do wanna talk to her and really hear why she did what she did but i dont want her to think im taking her back either .ig i'll wait for her to call me.

I sat in the middle of my bed wrapped up in my blanket just staring at the tv when I heard a knock on my door.

"Whoever it is im dead.
Ant ~ KayKay if you dont open the door. ughhh .

I unwrapped myself and walked over to the door opening it then sitting back on the bed.
M ~what do you want Ant ?
Ant ~ Ohh i cant talk to my sister now .
why are your eyes red Kay ?

I looked away
Ant ~ Why are you in here crying Makaylah ? *no answer* , you got 5 seconds to answer my question..
M  ~ Okay twanny listen.... (She told him everything that had happend since the last time Justyce had came over that morning, to the mall incident, to her coming here trying to apologize.)

Antwan sat there looking shocked.
Ant ~ Nooo she did not hurt you . Listen Sugg , you are not about to sit up in your room all day crying over her yo forreal, go take a hot bath and chill for awhile, then go out and do something, im not gonna have my favorite sister turning into some emotional poof just sitting up here crying .

Started laughing
M~ first off im your only sister, Two- WTH is a emotional poof ?" we both laughed

Ant ~ Chill Chill idk im just trying to lighten the mood, i dont like seeing you upset okay . I smiled and hugged him.
M ~ Thankyou anttt, kisses his cheek and ruffles his hair

Ant ~ Nigga if you dont stop with that lovey doveyness lol he said as he stood up.

M~ Loll dont get shit twisted, just cause you tall as hell dont mean i cant beat yah ass . *Laughs harder*

Ant ~ dont flatter yourself darling .
M~ Ctfuuuu get yah ugly ass out my rooom !
pushes him out her room
Keeps laughing,
Ant ~ ard ard go head and wash yah stanky asss .

*Our mom yelled down the hall* Boy i know damn well you not talking about nobody ass being stanky !

M ~ HaHa nigga look who talkingg
Ant glarred down the hall before walking down to his room,
Ant ~ okay okay watch this i got something for the both of yall two later.

I laughed before closing my door . I got myself together to take a long hot bath to soothe my stressed body.

( Jay pov )
Ever since i left Makaylah's house that morning all i could think about was her. I cant stop crying , I feel so damn stupid. I just lost the girl whose been down for me since the beginning and i had to be a dick head a fuck it all up. I want to make things work between us, Im getting my girl back i dont care , thats my other half and I cant go on without her. Lemme call her now so i can fully explain myself and see if there's anything i can do to get her back. (grabs phone off the bed and dials makaylahs number)
Let's it ring ..
Phone convo ~
M~ Yes Justyce?
J~ listen KayKay can we go somewhere and talk please. I just need some time to explain myself to you.. please ?
M~ *sighs* i really dont think there's any explanation for your choices.. but sure ig you can come get me around 2:30.
J~ thankyou thankyou, i'll be there at 2:30 sharp.
M~ mhm .. *hangs up*
Welp that went well... all i have to do is be honest. I might as well start getting ready.