Don't say Goodbye

Haengbokhal su eomni?

Chapter 9

*At Mall*

* L's POV *

When we reached the mall, we walked towards the entrance at the parking lot. Suddenly our hands bumped to eachother.

"Sorry. I didn't---" why she always apologizing even she doesn't have any sins?

I gripped her hands and intertwined it together. I saw her, she bite her lower lips and I know her cheeks bloom in red.

I don't know why I'm holding her hands now. All I know is, she's giving me the guts to pursue myself to be me. To don't loose hope.

"Let's go" I dragged her inside. As usual there's a lot of people malling around.

We go up to the arcade sections. I saw her, she smiled. "What do you want to play?" I asked her

"There!" She point the basketball, we run towards it after we buy some tokens.

"Wait wait! Let's have some deal. Who will have the lowest score will sing there!" She pointed the Karaoke outside of rooms. So many people can hear your voice if you will sing there.

"Deal!" I said. It's not hard for me, I'm a vocalist.

We starts to play the basketball.
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And it turns out like this.

I got 202 points, while she got 146 points. "I won!" I shouted and up my fist.

"Yah! Ofcourse you're a man. Hmp! Fine" She complained and pout like a kid. Did I tell you that.. Krystal is beautiful? No. Perfectly Gorgeous. And, to be honest, Jessica and Krystal's face are not that far. I can consider them as siblings. They almost looks a like.

"So accept the punishment" I told her and grabbed her wrist. I bring her at the Karaoke. I handed her the mic. "Can you sing the song that you sang on the bar? All of a sudden" I pleaded. I really like that song because it fits her voice.

"Are you hooked by it?" Se asked, I nod.

"Okay" I played the song on the karaoke. I snatched the mic to her hand "Let's all welcome.. Dandararannn!!! Krystaallll" she frowned after knowing that all the attention are now on her.

I just smirked at her and gave her a warm smile.

You haven't laughed out loud yet
Are we that awkward with each other?
We did so many things together
But you haven't given me a single look or touch

The whole world is looking at you
But just like always, you're so dark
I only have one person in my heart
So I'm only looking at your turned back again

I'm always being bruised like this

All of a sudden, on days I miss you
All of a sudden, when I can't do as my heart wants
All of a sudden, tears fall down
All day, I hold onto you

I won't cry out loud
But I can smile like I've always been doing
Even if all I have are scars
I can smile by seeing your turned back

I'm always crying like this

All of a sudden, on days I miss you
All of a sudden, when I can't do as my heart wants
All of a sudden, tears fall down
All day, I hold onto you

All of a sudden, with my falling tears
All of a sudden, I comfort myself, saying it's okay
I know that you won't come now
So I'll deal with it on my own