The Beauty & The Brains

8

The anxiety rushes back smacking me in the face as Spencer turns into the street getting stopped by the guard for the community. He turns ready to ask for identification, stopping to see me.

"Hey Dr. Salazar" he greets

"Hi"

"New car?"

"No it's Spencer's, Can you make sure we don't get stopped at the gate again? I'm  Talking with the other guards gives me anxiety." I tell him and he nods before walking out of the box he takes a picture of Spencer's license plate. He lets us through without a issue. We near the house it being the last one on the street.

I wish the seat would swallow me whole. I look over at Spencer.

"You don't have to come in, I can tell you're nervous." He rests his hand on my thigh.

"No, I left my hair brush and my straightener." I say solemnly. He nods pulling up to our gate and punching in the code to open the gate. He pulls around to the door and gets out opening the door for me helping me out. I take a deep breath before walking up the steps to the door. Spencer takes the key and unlocks the door pushing it open for me. I step through the door way taking in the scent of Hernando's amazing chicken and rice. I can hear a faint vibration of music blasting from the training room. I walk to my room quickly to avoid being seen. I open the door and close it pressing my back to the door letting out a breath i was faintly aware I was holding.

"Aya" Amoura mutters from the bed scaring the shit out of me. I look over to see her face puffy and completely red, her hair is in yesterday's style without her daily retouch. She's wearing my joggers that I bought to match Spence, and my slippers.

I caused this?

I hurt her, I made her like that.

I try to back away forgetting how close I truly am to the wall and smack the fuck out of my head.
I don't know how this happened but I can't breathe anymore.

I feel like I'm dying.

My chest burns so bad.

My heart squeezes too tight.

My lungs feel deprived of Oxygen.

My legs feel made of Jelly, Numb, Nonexistent. I have nonexistent,numb, jelly legs. The floor collapses below me sending me face first into the floor.

Spencer's POV

Hernando gave me the food without a problem so I go check on Aya. I open the door slightly and find Amoura sobbing on the bed. I walk further into the room, Aya falling into me instantly. I catch her pulling her into my arms.

"What happened?" I ask her.

"Sh-She had a panic attack." She says sobbing harder. I pick Aya up and lay her on the bed.

"You're okay Amoura breathe."

"N-no I'm not okay, don't you see. " she points.

"Go to Sebastian, she's okay." I say hugging her. She nods before running out. I go to the bathroom and grab her inhaler and a bottle of water. I take it to the bed and lift Aya's arms over her chest and cross them. I sit her up holding her to my chest rubbing her back. I don't want to startle her but I do want want to wake her. After a few minutes she wakes up and begins crying again.

"Breathe Love" I mumble kissing her temple.

"Is she okay?" She asks

"She's okay, do you want to leave now?" I ask and she nods quickly.

"Drink that water and let me grab your flat iron." I say and she nods. I get up to grab some hair products. She's going to need shampoo, conditioner, her blow dryer and her flat iron, hair brush and hair ties. I grab each item stuffing them in her hair bag she has specifically for those items. Walking out of the bathroom I put the bag on her bed.