Chapter four

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We were all grown. Teens. Where you can now experience real and dumb things that can make you even dumber.

My sister and I have arrived in Xavier Heights, from the airport. Straight home Rain and I talked about how they are right now, how's my Sebastian super duper ultra mega crush xD hahahahaha oh god.

In our backyard we have a little space where we can stay and chill with my great awesome cousins and childhood friends we were like 11 people there staying talking about how life is. How fast the time flies by, a few hours we redecorate the backyard, my aunt re cemented the firewall so after the workers have done that, I decided to put their names on the wall like, Rain Jasper Ian Kryss Bea Rafael Tisoy Honey Karla Jayne Kitkit, I forgot the other names we were like a dozen.

We made that as if we will be friends forever & we will never be apart from each other, and never leave one another.

We had some new great stuffs to do, "dumb stuffs" even if were experiencing shit like puberty that's making is lazy and feel like were getting old, we still do stuffs like, our outdoor games here in Philippines our traditions and stuff. We play, until we get tired but still we play, under the heat of the sun, playing under the rain, riding our bikes circling around the village and outside the village, great conversations while tramping the streets, getting chased by stray dogs, having deep wounds out of fun, getting injured due to being the craziest persons alive, running around, chilling, eating outside, putting table and chairs outside just to play cards and eat junk foods. Everything was ours, we were free, it felt like it was saved for the last bond, we owned the world, it felt like the world was just in our hands.

And then that one night, the last night I'm gonna be staying.

All of us were tramping the roads in our village, Sebastian asked me.

"hey how old are you again? :)"

Rain Kris's Ian and Jasper looked at me with a big smile on their faces, walking fast and leaving the two of us behind their backs just to talk.

I, "I'm 12 years old, you?"

Sebastian, "I'm 15 :) what grade are you now this coming opening of the class?"

I, "gonna be 1st year highschool this year, excited and frightened"

I don't remember some, but we talked then later on my aunt texted my sister that we need to go back home now, and were at SM so we went back.

After, some of our friends go back to their house and took a rest, they send their farewells to me as I send mine.

Sebastian Nadine Rafael Rain Jasper and I was the only teens left in the front yard. Playing cards, bluffing, Sharing thoughts and crazy stuff. I was so happy because God is really hearing my prayers that I want to spend my last day with them and with my super duper ultra mega crush hahahaha ❤

I was back in cebu. I got a call from Rain.

They were having fun without me shitbrix hahahahahah, without knowing THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT ME UHGGGHHHHH THEY WERE SHARING MY SECRETS , I HATE THEM HAHAHAHAHAHA RAIN AND JASPER BETRAYED ME! EFF THIS. BUT I THANK THEM BECAUSE.... IMMA SPOIL YOU GUYS.

Rain talked to me like, questioning me over and over again about Sebastian,

I was like I share this shits about him like every night before we go to sleep, why do you want to hear it again. Hahahaha

Rain, "nooooothiiiiiinnnnnn, I just wanna hear it all over again haha haha haha pleaaaseeee."

I did not know she set me up, I was just like sitting looking at my laptop playing dota. Without even knowing they were talking to me using earphones, Sebastian and Rain.

And fuck yeah Sebastian knew and he asked for my number and texted me. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ I was like I'm gonna dieeeeeeeeeee waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh I can't handle this feeling anymoreeeeeeeeeeeee this is just so unexplainable feeling!

*Unknown number texted me*

"Hi!"

I, "Hello? Who's this please?"

"it's me! Sebastian :3"

I was so effing shocked, getting really happy and I was distracted,  I kept on thinking why did he asked for my number, OMG whats gonna happen next hahahahahahaha

I, "oh hi haha how are you?"

Sebastian, "I'm fine, can I ask you something?"

I, "okay, what is it?"

Sebastian, "is it true that you have a crush on me?"

I, "noooo they were just joking."

Sebastian, "hahaha no I heard everything I was on the phone too, Ive heard everything you said to your cousin." (laughs)

I, "naaaahhh, I just liked you thats it."

*Rain called me again and fuck I was on speaker*

Rain, "Hey haahahaha, so how you feeling right now? XD"

I, "waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh I'm in love!"

Rain, "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA say the words 'iloveyousebastian' go! Thats what you always say each night. XD"

I, "waaaaaaahhhh! I love Sebastian so much, he's my super duper ultra mega crush when I was just 10! Haha haha ah oh god."

*I heard noises like laughs and teasing stuff*

They betrayed me awwww hahahaaha
This is crazy guys , I only like sebastian when Im in cagayan, I was just 12! Dumb me, so I was like getting rid of him and for the record Im too young I mean were too young to be in a long distance relationship you know!?

So this happened, he asked me to be his girlfriend, it was really crazyyyyy and so I said YES then we had that puppy love, we send I love you I love you too to each other like hahahahahah we were so young. Then after two weeks I broke up with him, but he doesnt want me to leave so I send messages that really hurt him like nevermind, cause I cant take it, I dont have that much strength to carry on for long distance relationship.

So there I FUCKED UP, I MESSED UP, I MADE THE FUCKING WRONG MOVE, I REGRET EVERYTHING.

So years after maybe 3 I went back to cagayan for a vacation.....

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