When I met you in a #Summer

Chapter five

This chapter is a downer. Awkward. Boring.

My sister and I went back for just a month vacation in Cagayan Dr Oro..

People change so does the climate, I was 15 and some of our neighbors moved out from the village, so the only friends I have left there is Rafael, Nadine, Bea, Karla, Honey, Sebastian and my cousins. That was really a boring summer, my friends always stay in their houses and stay outside less,
so Rain and I just talked like were the only ones left..
One night Jasper Rain and I yelled at Rafael's house, so Rafael and Nadine went out and we jammed, we do the old same stuff but we don't play anymore,
we felt like were so weak and too old for us to play we just wanna relax and talk about life now. They talked about Sebastian and I why we broke up and I told them everything, it's a good thing they understood me, of course we were just kids that time we aren't ready to be in a relationship and break ups and stuff like LOVE.

So we just talked about how dumb we were before, laughing like retarded seals talking about when we were being chased by dogs
even when using bikes or running, we really love dogs when they're pissed off, dogs go Loko when you piss them of.

When Rafael and Nadine were called by their mom, Jasper asked us (Rain and I)

"Come with me to the store, I'll buy something let's chill after."

He bought a cigarette and Rain and I were shocked, like

"Jasper! You smoke!?"

Jasper, "yeah it feels good."

I, "let me try."

Rain, "oh shoot, I'll be staying here in this corner guys okay, I don't like the smell."

We smoked cigarette, after.. We went back home and we saw Sebastian going out and he saw us. This is so awkward we were so silent passing on each other like we never had memories and I felt like this is all my fault. Why does it always have to be awkward, whyyyyyyyy!? You can just accept and move on, but..

Do you ever have that feeling like each time when you see the guy you liked and loved you have that same feeling again,
you feel like you want to make thing right with him, say sorry to him,
and you just wanna be with them. You fall again, but you just have nothing, cause what's done is done.

Days after it was his birthday and we were chilling outside the house of Rafael,
we were on our phones busy on the internet and again I saw Sebastian and my friends greeted him like

"Happy birthday Sebastian!"

I, "huh? It's his birthday today?"

They're like "Ehemmm, yeah!"

I just stared at him and smiled, and gladly he smiled back at me. Made my day.

He went back to his house and got back outside and brought us a blue cake,
we were so happy so we ate his cake without him because he went back home ugh after some small bites and eating all the icing
we throw cakes at each other and we were so noisy so were the dogs kept on barking and our families are forced to let us be on our beds early, so we apologized and shut. Karla went back to her house and honey went back to her house.
So we cleaned the mess up and go back to our homes and get ready for bed. Then we slept. Jasper shared something about Sebastian..

Jasper, "did you know that Sebastian was kicked out of his school?"

I, "what! Why?"

Jasper, "they were caught using Marijuana in school."

I was shocked so we talked about marijuana and stuff being so curious about it..

Each time I see Sebastian my heart aches, breaks, explode, beats fast, IDK what's up with this heart.

My sister and I went back to Cebu and she told me,
"I'm never going back there, it's boring, I don't wanna be there anymore I like it here more in Cebu our friends is here we can go to places we want with our friends so I'm staying here now every summer."

I, "okay cool, I'm cool with it, besides I'm not happy there anymore."

After the classes has ended, being with your boyfriend, breaking up again, summer has started and we were on beaches enjoying with the squad here in Cebu highschool friends and college friends, going to parks, skating, getting drunk, smoking, parties, drugs, (P.S don't do chemical drugs) relax were using the herb. everything is in college life. Got into fights, going home late, getting caught by relatives using drug and getting drunk but it's a good thing they kept there mouth shut, they didn't tell it to my parents, until I got bored and I stopped using MJ but still missing the feeling of getting high, having a good time.

I still remember the first time I got high with MJ, your body is groovy and what you see is whats on your mind. The brighter and sharper the color, feeling the good vibe settling, slow-motion to fast motion. Eating lots of food and drinking lots of water when high, just wanna chill with friends nothing negative. No negative effects. You just wanna be happy and enlightened with your friends unlike alcohol you are not with yourself, you are forced to do destruction and bad stuffs.

I got to think that when I come back to cagayan, I wanna be with him again and smoke together and we'd be good for each other "couples who smoke together, stays together" I'm still In love with Sebastian, I don't know why..

Surprisingly! Our aunt bought ticket for me, a 2 week vacation this may,. I did not know..

It was my first ever solo flight! Going to Cagayan, excited to see them again for a very long time ❤❤❤ excited to see How's my super duper ultra mega crush when I was just years old, imagine. 7 years his my super duper crush even if I had boyfriends before in Cebu I'd still fall for him over and over again.. :3

Flight: 5J 207

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