When I met you in a #Summer

Chapter Ten

No words can explain the way Im missing him

As the summer ended, we both kept in touch. We shared lots of moments while were away, thank you for the internet. We skype when we want to see each other, and felt like were just together in the same place. It kinda hurt but if you love someone, you will never give up and you will find a way no matter what, right? There are times when I am about to lose the faith I have for him but hes just so sincere for his words and I told him Im never giving up this time. Never.

We have this late night conversations. Funny sweet convos like I die hahahahaha imagine we'll be seeing each other again this december , thats a lot of days and months. But I have to trust and strengthen my faith. Not just me, but for the both of us. I feel like HE IS REALLY THE ONE. So no more shit this time, Im serious.

Days and nights kept me overthinking things and he shared he had been overthinking too but we talked about it and felt better. I love Sebastian so much. So so much. I dont care if were not official yet but, I can feel the love, I dont need label, as long as Im all his, and he's all mine.

Weve planned a lot of EXTREME things when I get there. ❤❤❤❤❤ cant wait.

Have you ever tried while you are both far away but you just got this crazy feeling that you wanna be with each other like

Hugging, cuddling, kissing, watching movies together, walk, talk, fight, argue, laugh, play, adventures, sit together somewhere, stargaze, fly, smoke, get high, be in love, explore, experience.

Ugh God I want to be with you for the rest of my life sebastian, I want you. You are my first. You MUST be the last guy <3

I pray to God each day. So worried not seeing you. Feels crazy and let me be a downer.

Sebastian and I had a deep conversation