The Sister

"It's me or him Kayla"

Jonathan and I didn't really speak much that night, he went to Kaner's room and I went back to my room. We texted each other kinda, it wasn't a big conversation though. Brandon came down to my room and we ended up playing NHL 15 all night. He beat me, it wasn't cool. It was around 7am and there was a knock on my door so I went to see who it was.

"We need to talk Kayla." Patrick spoke making me sigh, I invited him in and he sat down on the edge of the bed. "You and Johnny are my best friends and I can't help but think this relationship is hurting you both."

"I have no idea what you mean Pat." I stated.

"You are choosing Jonathan over your relationship with your brother and your nephew."

"What relationship? I've never had one with either of them." It was like I had to keep reminding him of the obvious.

"I know that Kay but I also know that you want to be a part of your nephew's life. I know that you're throwing away the chances of having the relationship by choosing Jon. And I also know that it's hurting Jon too. He really cares for you but you need to realise that he won't be able to keep up with this whole charade for much longer." He explained. "I just think that it would be better if you left your relationship until you figured things out with Kris." That isn't something Patrick would say. Patrick found it hilarious when we got together and he's so supportive. I stormed out of my room and went straight to Jonathan's. I knocked on the door and he opened it before I barged past him.

"Did you really tell Patrick all of that stuff to say? Are you too scared to say it to my face?" I yelled at him as he carefully shut the door. "Answer me Jonathan!"

"I told him some stuff to say." He trailed off. "Look, I care about you too much to see you getting hurt."

"Then why did you ask me out in the first place?" I replied through gritted teeth. "You made me fall for you in a matter of days and now you're just going to drop me?"

"Look, I just can't deal with this! You and Kris seem fine and then as soon as I'm in the picture, shït happens! He can't accept the fact that we're together and I can't accept the fact that it's tearing you apart." He yelled back.

"So this is how we're going to end?" I asked making him nod slowly.

"It's me or him Kayla. And I want you to mend your relationship with your family."

"You can't make me though. I want you Jonathan. They didn't care about my depression or my outrageous behaviour as a child. You don't realise what it would be like for me to take them back. They probably won't even take me back." He didn't say anything, he just stared at me. "Bye Jonathan." I didn't want to say those words. He stuttered but I just walked out. I guess I'm going to try and work things out with Kris. I picked my bag up and made my way to the foyer of the hotel. I went on my phone and rang up Kris, I didn't want to, but I had no place to stay.

"Um, Kayla?" His voice echoed through the phone.

"Kris, I think that we should talk again. Just me and you." I cried slightly.

"What about Jonathan? Is he going to be there?" He asked making me cry more.

"He's out of the picture now, I've realised that family is slightly more important than boyfriends. I want to sort this out, I need to know whether or not I'm going to be apart of your lives." Inside, it was killing me. I didn't even know if I wanted a relationship with my family, they abandoned me as much as I abandoned him.

A/N - holaaa!! So, I'm back. I've been in hospital, I was there because of an illness but they found something else and I had to be kept in for a while. Thankfully, my boyfriend Daniel has been helping me out when he wasn't at rehearsals (he's an actor) for the show he's in. I'm sorry this is short but I hope you enjoy and there should be more frequent updates since I'm out of hospital.