When I arose still druken

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I didn't see the pain you
Caused me
this Druken love I was in

wonder if you loved me

or was it a game
you wanted to play

To me it was just another day

Of mind games
The lies you spread
Was like fire

to a forest

The pain you caused
left marks
Purple and green
Then black
my Soul saddens
I cry to the heavens
As the sky rain down my tears
you didn't care
my love was there
But your wasn't
Gaslighting
Ignoring me for days
As if I didn't even exist

Silencing me
Keep me from the world

Having a hold on me
As the toxic fumes suffocate me
I want to be free
No longer want this in my blood stream
I scream
Enough

The detoxing took awhile
I know the signs now
I am free
One step at a time
You are no longer a part of me
You no longer have a hold on me
Because I am free!

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