Harry and I decided on watching Titanic in his room. We plopped onto his bed and began the movie.
About half way through the movie I found myself cuddled against Harry's chest. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer toward him.
I felt tears threatening to spill as we continued watching the movie. "Liz" Harry teased "are you crying" he continued.
"No".
He chuckled as he turned me around to face him "it's alright" he kissed my forehead.
"You're beautiful you know that" he stared into my eyes.
I looked down embarrassed. He lifted my chin so I could look at him.
I got lost in his green eyes before I knew it we were both leaning in. Our lips crashed and started moving in perfect synch, I felt bombs, fireworks and everything else those cliche movies described.
But this wasn't right. As much as I hate Taylor I couldn't do this to her so I pulled away.
"H- Harry I- I can't do this" tears started forming at the rim of my eyes.
"I know I'm sorry I was caught in the moment".
"No Harry you just don't understand" I paced nervously.
"Understand what" he questioned.
I started getting annoyed "It's like you're leading me on and I- I can't handle that" I slightly raised my voice.
" Liz what's wrong I'm sorry for kissing you it was a mistake "
"THAT'S THE PROBLEM HARRY IT WAS A MISTAKE" I let the tears spill as I breathed unevenly.
" what do you mean " he asked clearly confused.
I ran my hand through my hair getting angrier by the second. " WHY CAN'T YOU JUST UNDERSTAND THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU "
The room went silent, I was hoping he would kiss me passionately and say that loved me too but I guess thats not the case. I angrily stormed out of the room. I can't believe I just said that, I realized I was in love with him. Now he's gonna think I'm a freak.
Just then the rest of the boys came through the front door loudly. "Hey Li-" Liam started before I cut him off and ran out the door.
I was walking outside in the cold street wearing Harry's clothes sobbing uncontrollably. "I can't believe I told him that" I quietly whispered to myself .
"Liz wait" I heard someone call.
"What" I spat
When I saw Zayn my face softened.
"I- I'm sorry I snapped at you like that"
"It's ok, what happened between you and Harry he locked himself in his room and he won't come out".
"He - he won't come out" I stuttered
"Yeah"
"I'm heading home Zayn, ask him what happened"
"No it's late I'll walk you home we can walk and talk, so what happened"
"Me and Harry kissed"
"Oh ok you should talk to him about it"
"That's not all" I gulped
"I- I told him I love him"
"Did he say it back"
"N- no, he just kinda froze there so I- I left"
"He was probably just shocked he'll come around"
"Thanks zayn you're a great friend but I don't think so"
We walked up my steps to my flat in silence.
"Zayn you can stay over if you'd like"
"That's fine, we have an early interview anyway"
I unlocked my door and ran up to my room. Ad barley comes home she's always with Niall, Lately I've been thinking of this job offer I got from the Victoria secret angels. They wanted me to fly to New York to be apart of their agency. I didn't want to do it before but now I have nothing holding me back.
I dialed the line.
"Hello, yeah I'll take the job, and I'd like the flight to New York as soon as possible".
I better start packing I thought to myself. I was leaving tomorrow morning and nothing is stopping me.
I don't want to leave them without an explanation so I wrote a note.
