Summery: mikey is being neglected by his brothers and to him everyone else.
A Lil pepperonipucks (mikey x casey)
There will be a part 2
Pls don't be sucking my dick for spelling mistakes I'm coming for niggas necks <3
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Sitting alone watching the ceiling can get pretty boring, so I decided to show my brothers my amazing drawings! Well I think there amazing I've tried to show them some stuff I did before but I didn't really get much feedback. Maybe they told me what they thought but i forgot! I'm always forgetting things at least that's what they tell me. The lair was silent with everyone doing there own thing raph looking at magazines witch I'm not entirely sure why there like wayyyyy more boring then regular books, I think, I don't know I never pick one up.
Leo in the dojo meditating witch I also don't get isn't it like sleeping but......not? I don't really know, I tend to not "know" a lot of stuff according to donnie witch is in his lab probably sleeping or working his butt off there's really no in-between. So by the looks of it raph first! I thought to myself happily skipping over to my big bro raph with my sketch book in hand. "OH raphhhhhhhh look look look look" shoving the book in his face from behind the couch "Jesus mikey get that book out my face!" He grabbed it out my hands and tossed it to the side.
Maybe he was too interested in his magazine? I pick up the note book and guessing by leo opening the dojo door he must have heard the commotion. I ran up the the door and "Hey leo wa-" he shut the door. He shut the door "ok" I whisper to myself I guess donnie is up.....I guess. Now having go knock on my brothers room I wait for a response and sure enough nothing changed nothing ever changes.
It's been like this for a while a long while too, it's like there completely unavailable to me and I hate it I'm not trying to be clingy and if I am im not doing it on purpose. I just want to be noticed just for once my thoughts stir in my head as I look down to my feet suddenly raph pushes me out the way and bangs on the door "Hey brainiak we gotta get to the surface" he gave me a glare as if he was telling me to get ready. I shot up and ran to my room throwing the sketch book under the bed and leaving as quickly as I arrived.
The patrol time was the worst, nobody listened to what I say. At first it was whatever because I know I'm the youngest and I have very low priorities but I would think sense we have grown as a team more idea's would be on the table but shell what do I know I'm the "youngest".
Loud crashes where heard from an ally not to far away "shhhh" Leo shushed us and they all began jumping onto roof to roof to reach there but they where faster and I was left behind again. Reaching the ally was very anticlimactic, it was casey! Not that I was disappointed by all means I was ecstatic. But it didn't sit right that my brothers completely forgot about me back there, if this is there new way to make me more "mature" I hate it.
Casey decided to finish patrol with us as I gave him a few glances hopeing that he wouldn't notice. He also came back to the lair with us but I didn't think he wanted to spend time with me so I headed to my room. "Hey mikey where are you going?" Casey's voice echoed. Casey's voice? Really? He wanted to talk to me?
"Sit down don't you wanna hear about my super cool moves" he states reenacting a special move from one of our favorite comics "y-yeah!" My eyes lighten up as I sat down with my brothers and casey obviously way closer to casey but not without some strange looks.
I didn't like sitting with my brothers because they don't care for what I have to say it's always dismissed with a half-assed "yeah mikey" or "cool" and a pathetic head nod or a hum and that was exactly what was happening right now, every time I would try to talk I was talked over or not even given a response and It made me angry.
At some point in the conversation I was not welcomed In I stood up and went into my room closing the door behind it as I crawled in bed and cried my eyes out. Just then I feel the bed sink and hear pages started to flip. I look up to see casey looking threw the book I threw under my bed "you know I draw too" a moment of silence while I look deeply at his face "but not nearly as good as you" he chuckles turning his body so our body's are facing each other's.
Breaking from my gaze I feel tears run down my face as I quickly whipped them away braking eye contact letting out a sad chuckle. "They didn't notice I left did they" I asked a question I didn't even need a answer to as he looks away for a minute "but I did" he says below a whisper but enough to get both of us blushing "you should talk to them" he slowly puts his hand on mine "like they'll ever listen" i could taste the bitterness in my mouth and I really didn't like it.
Casey sadly left and now it was time for me to drift off to sleep without so much as a goodnight from my brothers.
It was dark and I was all alone, big lights flashed onto me as I was tied down to a science lab bench thingy as a sharp drill was hanging from the wall getting closer and closer starting to panic I see my three brothers "R-raph leo donnie! Please help me!" I strain myself onto the rope tying me down trying to escape as the shadows of my brothers walk away from me "please..." I whimper braceing myself for impact but the I woke up.
Breathing heavily I slunched up over my bed breathing heavily getting up to retrieve a cup of water. I hate being alone and I always say I feel like I have no right to be because there are people who have it worse and I'm crying because my brothers don't like me? No wonder they think I'm weak. Despite being exhausted there was still training so I guess i should get ready for that before I get lectured about it.
Walking into the dojo and sitting down realizing my existence was not even acknowledged by my brothers or even my father "good morning to you to" I mumbled under my breath. Sparing was simple enough maybe even too simple, it was like they couldn't be bothered enough to waist there time on.
The lair was quiet too quiet for my likings, so I decided a dinner would be good! But first I had to ask casey for eggs and milk, casey, I can't get him out my head weird hu.
While waiting for casey to come over "Hey guys I'm cooking dinner in a few anything specific you want?" I said leaning over the counter but to my surprise I missed the corner and fell onto my elbow hissing to myself. They didn't even look at me, not a glance, "no thank you mikey" at least leo remembers my name "I'm going to bed early tonight" Donnie actually talked witch made me way to happy and I didn't get a response from raph so im guessing that's a no.
When casey arrived I gave him a big hug and he offered to help me cook "what happened to your elbow" I look down to see a large bruis and maybe i was a little too silent "Mikey" he grabbed my face gently and started into my eyes. This made my stomach to backflips because...I've never had this kind of eye contact before he was just staring into my eyes like he would actually listen to what I have to say.
My eyes start to tear up of the feeling of care he cared "i-i....don't know" I say in between cries of my shakey voice and be pulled me close as I cried into his arms for a bit "come on let's finish this amazing dinner" he said giving me a toothy smile, funny cause he barley has any but that's what ads to the charm.
The table was set with the help of casey, I went to grab leo as casey went to grab raph. Knocking on his door I walked in he didn't look at me "Hey bro dinners ready" he's not looking at me "bro" look at me I can't remember his face look at me is this even leo? Look at me "ok" Leo answered with the voice of annoyance look at me.
We sat at the table me, casey, leo, raph and Splinter "this looks very nice Michelangelo but I must be excused" father said standing up no "awww why" your driving me crazy, am I driving them crazy? He didn't even answer as he walked back to his room. There eating "so raph, anything interesting" he only hummed please "you know mikey I was thinking we should have one on one training" Leo said not looking at me, does he think of me so low he can't even look at me? Is that it? Am I so unimportant?
"Look at me" standing up from my seat "wa-" I couldn't take it, I wasn't strong enough as I pounced onto him from over the table "LOOK.AT.ME"
