My Life For Yours

Chapter 4

Trigger warning

Physical abuse with weapons!

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"Neo my darling boy come here. You have been studying the entire day."

Alastor stood behind me and put his chin on my head while taking the book I was reading from my hand.

I knew that even if I tried to protest, I could not do anything against it. So, I just took my book back and stood up. Showing him that he should show me the way and so he did. I quietly followed him to my room where I quickly got changed in the bathroom and then laid down next to Alastor in my bed.

The second my head hit the pillow I felt two strong arms snakes around my lower abdomen and pull me close.

So, I just put my head on Alastors chest and relaxed.

It was quiet and peaceful.

I felt save and protected like nothing could hurt me ever.

Alastor gently put his hand on my cheek and made me look at him.

The next moment he kissed me.

It was sweet and gentle. Like he wanted me to know that I am protected.

My eyes shot wide open in the next moment and I sat up in my bed.

"WHAT THE FUCK!? What am I dreaming about!?"

I shook my head franticly trying to get that image out of my head. The dream or borderline nightmare for me felt way too real.

"Neo what is wrong? Did you have a bad dream"

Alastor sounded half asleep behind me. But I didn't dare to look back at him. I was pretty sure that my entire face was red.

So, I just shock my head and laid back down facing away from him.

But well, alastor had to be himself so the next moment I felt two strong arms snake around my stomach and pulling me close.

"You know if you wanted to kiss me that bad you could just ask Neo"

I didn't even answer him and just took my pillow and hid my face in it.

Please let me just disappear. Why did I dream something like that!?

I hid my face deeper in the pillow as if it would make me disappear.

But in the next moment I was turned on my back and Alastor was towering over me.

"You are so cute when you are Embarrassed little Neo. My sweet darling boy"

He slowly started leaning in.

Wait what no please. Get away from me!

I just internally panic.

But knowing there is nothing I could do against him I just closed my eyes and prayed he was messing with me again.

But again, my prayers weren't heard so in the next moment I felt Alastor kiss me.

N-no please...

I slowly felt my eyes water.

I was not a person that took big value in firsts but I really hoped that atleast my first kiss would have been something special.

I know it sounds pathetic that I had my first kiss at 20 years old but I am a nerd so no one really took interest in me.

So, I just layed there with this pervert stealing my first kiss. I hoped that was the only thing he would be stealing from me.

Luckly he soon pulled away and looked at me.

"What is wrong my sweet darling boy?" Alastor said with a smirk.

"y-you as-asshole just s-stole my-my fi-first ki-kiss!" I pushed him away and ran to the bathroom.

I heard him banging on the door behind me. Screaming at me to come out. I didn't answer and just hid in the shower but I was not in there for long because Alastor busted in and grabbed my arm.

"I told you to come back out Neo!"

He dragged me to a different room and then threw me on the floor.

"You know the rules Neo!"

He slowly started walking towards me and I thought he would lock me in my room again but I was absolutely wrong. Because in the next moment he took my top off.

"Since you don't seem to remember who you belong to, I have to remind you!"

He put cuffs on my arms that were connected to the wall so I could not move as freely anymore.

The next moment he took a knife and started cutting open my skin.

I started crying and screaming at him to stop but I just hit deaf ears. He didn't stop, he just kept going.

After what seemed like an eternity, he took a step back and looked at me with a smirk.

"Just one last thing missing..."

Then he started carving something in my chest. Right over my heart.

At this point I was even too exhausted to cry so I just looked on the floor.

"Finally, something that shows everyone and you that you are mine. My Darling~"

He took off the cuffs and patched me up. After that he brought me back to my room where I realized it was hours later. So, when he left me alone, I got changed and layed in bed. But sleep didn't come. It was the first time since I got here that I couldn't sleep. So, I simply closed my eyes and prayed that I won't get to experience an tomorrow.