All of it became too much.
Soon the devotion you had towards music were gone. You've cut ties with them. Every musical equipments on your house were hrown off in a vintage shop. Everything related to music, from the picture frame of the band standi...
🌂 Itwas another day, perhaps night, of checking your friend's apartment to see if he ever came home, only that his stupid boyfriend greeted you on thedoor instead.
Warning: suicide attempt, mentions of suicide note.
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Life was like the numb figure of you right now.
Being at the edge of the building.
Just a feet from falling down there.
The cold breeze that went past shivered up your body, though it wasn't that cold that it caused an uncomfortable feeling all over you, it was beyond that actually. It felt comforting. It felt good. Having all of these natural presence of the part of the earth's body made it seem that you were one with it. At this times, you felt like all the troubles you were facing, be it with the past of the current were whisked away. To think that they'll all be ebbed just by the mere rush of winds.
You chuckled to yourself, feet stepping back from the edge. This was supposed to be your last day. It was already marked on your calendar and planned out a month ago. So what stopped you from making yourself fall from this height of the building?
" Make sure to give your all this school year, darling! Last year of high school, I know you can do it! "
It was your mother, wasn't it?
" Because I love you! "
Akio?
" Talk to me when you're ready, okay? If you need time, I'll give you it. "
Her?
" Please teach me how to play the guitar! "
It would be most unlikely for that guy who asked you to teach him an instrument that you've been avoiding for years - the guy that you've just slapped some hours ago, right?
🌂
You dislike Akihiko.
Though it wasn't that much of an extreme abhor. You could say that he was a good man. Yet again, partly at that. He had everything to be honest, drums wasn't the only instrument that he could play. He could play the bass, the guitar - heck the man could play the violin too (though you doubt his skill was anywhere near your best friend's). That man was a music major. Kaji Akihiko had the looks, pretty much that typical bad boy looks who just seemed to be a heartbreaker (he is) with or without those piercings with him.
With Ugetsu rejecting you that one time you confessed that you liked him way back in middle school, having his reason that he was actually dating someone and that being someone was the blond man himself wasn't your own reasoning of disliking him...At least, now that you've moved on from when you did dislike (hate) him back in your early middle adolescence year, it was probably because of hormones and stuff.
