Chapter 7

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Bella's p.o.v.

My mind was anything but clear. I didn't know what to say or even do. Should I just run up and kiss him? Do I apologize first? Do I back out and never leave my room? I didn't know, everything seemed to be moving all around me and I felt like my head might explode. But my heart said this was right, this is what I wanted and needed in my life. Harry.

I slowly opened the door to my room, I heard the strumming of a guitar. Harry was trying to learn, but he knew a few songs. I walked down the stairs only to be stopped at the entrance of the living area seeing Harry playing. As he began to sing my favorite song from his album my heart melted.

"Don't try to make me stay, or ask if I'm okay I don't know the answer.

Don't make me stay the night or ask if I'm alright, I don't have the answer.

Heartache doesn't last forever, I'll say I'm fine.

Midnight ain't no time for laughing when you say goodbye.

It makes your lips so kissable

And your kiss unmissable

Your fingertips so touchable

And your eyes, irresistible."

He finished the verses and I slowly started to make my way in knowing what my heart said to do. He saw me and stopped playing, but he still held the guitar on his lap.

"No, don't stop please. Keep playing." I told him with a shy smile.

He turned his head back down to the guitar and started to strum the chords from before. I moved to where he was sitting and sat down next to him. I began to hum quietly to myself as he played so beautifully. He turned to look at me and I gave him a small smile. He returned the favor smiling back at me. But it wast his smile. His smiles consisted of his eyes being lit up and it was usually from ear to ear. This smile seemed to lack the light in his eyes and he barely even showed teeth. I knew he was hurt. I wanted to mend his broken heart.

"Harry? Do you think you could show me a few chords?" he looked at me slightly confused, but I again have him a reassuring smile saying that it would be okay. He simply nodded and hope filled within me.

"Come here." he said. He sat back as I sat in between his legs. He placed the guitar in my lap as I put my hands in the strings.

"Okay so this here is A." He readjusted my fingers so they layer on the 'A' chord. His strong arms held mine into place on the guitar. I looked at him and he smiled at me. His smile showed a bit more of himself this time, but I could tell it still wasn't real.

"And then right here is C." his advent drove me insane, his deep voice accented it perfectly. I couldn't help but to stare at him. He seemed tense and that was something that I could tell right away. I strummed the guitar to play what I thought was the 'C' chord.

"No love, its right here." his fingers grazed over mine and right there I felt something. It wasn't like a normal something, it was what would give me butterflies but in an electrifying way. Harry felt it too by the way he looked at me I could tell he felt the same. Hm so I wasn't crazy.

He cleared his throat and looked away from me.

"Okay so you got that one down-" I cut him off.

"Harry." my gaze never left his face. He turned to me with those bright green orbs and they locked with mine. I felt some sort of urge I hadn't felt. It was the urge to push forward and take a risk.

"Kiss me." I said. I was nervous but I hoped it don't show.

"W-What?" Harry said, he was obviously nervous as well.

"Kiss me." this time my voice hinted a begging tone to it. It's like, I needed his lips on mine again.

"B-but I thought-" I again cut him off. But this time with my lips.

I shocked myself a little with my actions but it felt right. The guitar fell from my hands and made a loud crashing sound. I ignored it. My back was to Harry's front as he wrapped his strong arms around ny waist. He held me as if I was going to run away, but I for damn sure wasn't going to this time. This was real, this was something I have needed for a long time.

Harry swung my legs around so that I could reposition and straddle him, not breaking the kiss once. He held in to the small of my back with one hand, while the other traveled up my sides to my face cupping my cheek. He lightly pushed a piece of hair away from my face. I have never felt so right before. Everything fit so perfectly into place and I felt like I was floating.

I broke the kiss resting my forehead into Harry's staring into his eyes.

"Well you thought wrong then." I said. He smiled and this time is was as real as I had ever seen it. I don't think I've seen him smile that big before. I have him a short soft kiss before slouching lower and resting my head on his chest. He placed his hands under my thighs and layed us down while I remained on top of him. I listened to his heart beat. I gave a content heavy sigh.

"What made you change your mind angel?" he asked out of the blue. I didn't really hesitate to answer, because after all of that thinking I did, I had thought about everything enough.

"Because I finally realized that you are always there and have never left my side before. I finally realized what you mean to me. And I finally realized that I'm an idiot for not seeing it sooner. I'm so sorry Harry." I felt awful for what I had done I really did, but all in all I was glad how everything turned out.

"Baby don't be sorry. It's okay, what matters is that we're together now and that your mine and I'm never gonna let anyone hurt you by no means. And I'll always be there for you no matter what. It would be like we are still friends except I get a few kisses." I looked up at him as he smiled at what he had said, causing me to giggle.

"I did forget to mention one thing though." I sat up straddling his waist as he laid still, resting his hands on my thighs.

"And what would that be angel?" he questioned.

"That I love you." I said.

"And I love you too. I love every little thing about you. Probably more than anything in this world. I just really love you." he smiled as he pulled me down crashing our lips together. I smiled into the kiss. I felt so happy. I was finally in the arms of the one I loved. I never wanted to leave that comfort.

We pretty much laid on the couch for the rest of the day cuddling and watching movies. Harry would every so often steal a quick peck from my lips, or leave a lingering kiss to nt forehead. I could've stayed like this forever. Harry turned on the titanic for us to watch because it was our favorite love story besides the Notebook. I slowly started to feel my eyes get heavier and heavier. Harry once again kissed my forehead, lasting a bit longer than the rest had.

"Go to sleep baby. And have sweet dreams my angel." he said sweetly to me. I looked up at him and smiled. I have him a soft kiss and got comfortable in the crook of his neck while he rested his chin in my head. And with that I fell into a deep sleep, completely happy for the first time in a while.

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