Happy Birthday
I watched the video today
The one you told me to watch on
My birthday,
Watching you, choking on the words
you're trying to sing to me
Made me cry so hard,
It's my birthday
and you're far away from me
you said you wanted me
to have a great day
Yeah well, all I want is you
home and we both know,
that's not going to happen today
I can see the pain in the video,
the pain, that our love is causing you
This is hell, this is fucking hell
I find myself here now,
without you in these days of hell
I wish you could hear the way,
the my heart screams your name so loud
I'm breaking down,
Jessica, Jessica can you save me now
You are the sun in my skies
you are my god, my everything
And when you're gone, you take all my energy
Turn me into a moon
To light my darkest nights and days
It's my birthday, and I feel so alone
I'm under the weather, I feel the earth
shifting from separation anxiety
It's us tearing apart into two different worlds
My Taurus you're so strong
come take all this pain away
Can you hear me, I'm crying out for you
Did you wake up crying,
the way I cried for you
baby, do you feel it
Can you feel me, can you
I keep watching you sing to me
I can't stop crying,
The last time,
you weren't here for my birthday
Was when you left to boot camp
when you promised me,
you'd never miss another birthday
But there you go again,
just keep you're broken promises
please keep them far from me
because they all the sound the same
they all sound like lies to me
YOU ARE READING
The Scorpio
PoetryThis book is quite personal for me. It is a memoir of all my poetry. I have been saving for years, waiting on the right time to make this wonderful creation created from my heartache and tears from my soul.
