Loving you is agony (but it's true)
I hate to be so negative, about us.
But I've been in a relationship,
with you're ghost and loneliness.
It's been sixteen days, (and nights)
since I've seen you're face.
It's been sixteen days, (and nights)
since I've felt your hands touching me.
(Please come home)
This space between us,
is digging deep into my bones
It hurts so much, my body aches.
My chest feels so sore.
I feel it when I breathe,
and every-time you leave.
You take that knife, and you push it
deeper inside of me (deeper inside of me)
And every-time you leave, you take that
knife slowly out of me ( slowly out of me)
And I bleed, I bleed (I bleed continuously)
Begging you to save me,
but you never come, (and I'm still alone)
Waking up, confused like I don't know
Still reaching for you,
on that empty side of our bed.
Till I realize I'm alone,
and I anxiously check my phone.
Hoping you called me, texted me
or emailed my phone.
But my phone, is drier than the tears
left on the corners of my eyes.
All I wanted, was forever with you
But all the pain, from us
continuously haunts me.
You've taken all our memories,
and made them all tragedies.
You want me to be me,
But when I did you didn't love me.
It's hard to see the beauty in this relationship,
when all I feel is pain.
You keep cleaning up my bloody heart
just to make me bleed the same.
You manipulate me, and you know it's true.
We will never have the things I want,
it's all empty promises.
All that really matters, is what you want.
That's all that really matters to you, not me.
All you do is sell me broken promises,
you're a beautiful liar.
And sadly I always believe you.
YOU ARE READING
The Scorpio
PoetryThis book is quite personal for me. It is a memoir of all my poetry. I have been saving for years, waiting on the right time to make this wonderful creation created from my heartache and tears from my soul.
