Kpop sickfic/hurtfic

🖤 Jin- mistake

Thank you for the request @Kaisahsparkle

Jin pov

As the eldest out of seven members. It is hard to keep up with everything that goes on, because no matter what time it is, without paying attention it is hard for keeping up with everything. I guess I was given roles that I never expected to get before. For example when we were trainees I was the one who dropped the maknaes off to their school so that they won't be late. 

That was never a problem because hearing them sing in the car, with their minds overjoyed, Only bought me in a better mood. 

Another example would be cooking. I was always thought by mother how to cook, but it never actually ended well...

I would always burn any type of food I would make, even rice, I would either cook it too much or too little. I even nearly burned my mum's kitchen. How? I cannot even answer that question.

But to think about it, at least I was not Namjoon, who actually burned the house trying to cook for mothers day. 

Either way during trainee days I gathered everyone's allergies and tried many different recipes. To be honest they could make someone throw up all the food and not want to eat ever again. I mean Jungkook even said that it was worse than dog's food. Don't ask how he knows. 

I eventually got better after failing so many times, to the point that they expected me to cook breakfast, lunch and dinner. 

I did not mind but I never actually like cooking it felt more of a chore that I could not escape, but every time I thought that I did not want to cook I thought of eating the food cooked by the others, and that was enough.

But the worse part is when we are preparing for a come back. Having limited time and being a slow learner, never was a good thing.

Today it was the second week of practicing for the comeback but it was only dance today. 

So I guess it was better than having vocal practice and dance practice on the same day. But there is one thing. We got a new dance teacher because she was the one who made the dance so she wanted to teach it so that it is perfect. She seemed to know what she was doing and was overall really nice. But dancing for three hour straight with only a few minutes break, made me feel like I had chains chained up to my legs and making me dance a little sloppy. i know I can dance better than this. But I felt like my body was only going by itself not even my mind was coordinating with my body.

Eventually dance practice finished at least for everyone else. She called me back to practice again because she felt like I was not matching the vibe that was suppose to come out of this dance. I mean it is a powerful dance. So I quickly listened an waved them goodbye before restarting with the dance teacher.

She had lots of patience with me and I was very grateful for that. But at the same time I started to feel bad so I put the last of my energy into the las  bit and eventually she was satisfied with my performance.

I finally packed yup my things and went back, it was already around  20:00 so I quickly got back, to our dorm. I felt exhausted but this feeling was already familiar.

I opened the door and quickly got inside before starting to cook. I mean I did not expect them to actually wait for me to cook, I honestly thought they would make some ramen but I guess they deserve a reward for working so hard. I went to the fridge and looked inside to see that there was just some vegetables and shellfish. 

We did not have shell fish  for so such a long time, so I was excited to make a meal with it. I quickly got a cook book with all of my mums favourite recipes. I looked at the ingredients and changed it up a little bit so that it goes well with the ingredients that we have.