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Ville Valo - Could we fall apart together?

A/N
This Is kind of a sweet one but you have to look at the pic to understand. Well you don't really but it would make sense. If you're offline and can't see the pic it's from an interview I think and he's saying :

Someone once said "I'm falling apart"
And I said "Could we fall apart together?"
And I thought that was quite sweet.

So this ones going to be based on that :)
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You were sitting on your couch at home alone, with nothing but your own thoughts to keep you company.

You didn't have the energy to get up and get food, or even to reach for the remote for the TV.

You had had a pretty shitty week, and your boyfriend Ville was out of town all week as well, so there was no one for you to talk to.

Work was being a bitch, you seemed to have caught every red light driving, your friends were going out and having fun without you, it was just a shitty, shitty week.

You were sat on the couch under a thin tattered old blanket, trying to keep yourself warm, but it barely even covered your ankles.

Being alone with your thoughts was not good for you, you're an over thinker and you start thinking too much, and then it all gets overwhelming.

You curl up in a ball and cling the blanket tightly and start to sob. Yesterday's mascara is running down the side of your face and your hair is in your face and irritating you making you cry more.

You must've looked like an absolute mess but honestly you didn't care anymore. Nothing mattered anymore.

All you wanted was for Ville to come home because he would know exactly what to do and what to say.

You sat there crying alone on the couch for another 10 minutes until you heard a knock at your door.

Goddamnit the postie did not need to see you like this. You don't have a mirror close so you brush your hair out of your face and try to wipe the mascara off before finally getting up and walking to the door, still holding the old blanket.

You reach the door and take a deep breath. The door opened to Ville standing there. He looked like an angel in the sunlight, and he had a bunch of white Lily's in his hand.

"Hey, are you ok darling?"

You can't help but break down in his arms. What a relief it was to see him. Like the sun after a storm.

He dropped the Lily's and held you tight while you drenched his shirt in tears and snot, you felt bad for ruining his shirt but you couldn't let go of him.

"I'm so -sniff- happy to see -hiccup- see you -sniff-"

"Come on darlin let's get you inside hey?"

You hugged him and then let go so that you could both go inside.

He picked up the Lily's and set them on the kitchen table once you were inside.

"Go and sit down baby I'll get some food for you ok? I'll be there in a minute"

God he's so sweet I don't deserve him, you thought.

You went back to your spot on the couch and curled back up under the blanket.

Ville walks in with your favourite food (you can insert your fav food in here) and sat down beside you, wrapping his arms around you.

You sink into him and quietly sob. He kisses your forehead and rubs your back. You both just sit there for a minute before he speaks.

"Do you want to talk about what happened?"

You sat up to meet his eyes and answer him with a shaky voice.

"Everything. Everything is going wrong"

"One of those weeks huh? It'll get better I promise"

He always knew what to say to make you feel better.

"How was your week?" You asked hoping to hear something positive.

"It was pretty shit I'm not going to lie." We had both had shitty weeks.

You hug him tightly and can't help but sob again.

"I'm falling apart" You say into his shoulder.

"Could we fall apart together?"

You held him even tighter and nodded into his shoulder.

He pulled away from the hug and brushed a piece of hair behind your ear, cupped your face and brushed your cheek.

"I love you Y/N"

You start to tear up again, but happy tears this time.

"I love you too Ville"

You both lean in for a kiss, and you feel all the weight from your shoulders finally lift off.

After what seemed like a blissful eternity, Ville pulled away, and you both close your eyes and lean to your foreheads against each other.

"You'll be ok" He said.

"We'll be ok" you reply.