Hi journal || Seungin

Entry 1

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Hi journal, this is Seungmin.

I caught my boyfriend with another man,
not doing anything to serious
but I think it's obvious that their a thing.

He denies it but I know it's true.

He looks cute with that boy though.

Maybe even better than us.

He's been distant from me.

He doesn't let me hug him, cuddle him,
or anything that we use to do.

But he lets that stupid boy touch him.

He barely talked to me,
It's been like this for about a month,
it's just silence in our dorm.

I hate hearing everyone else in the dorm happy with their boyfriend,
Felix and Hyunjin giggling,
Han complimenting Minho,
Bangchan and Changbin arguing like a old married couple.

I wish that could be us too.

Like how it use to be.

He's even sleeping on the couch or at that boys house.

I think it would be best for me to break up with him but I just can't.

I love him too much.

I have a problem with not letting things go.

I hate how that boy can come and take him from me,
he's my boyfriend.

Well that's all I can think of,
Bye journal.

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